[identity profile] hermia-sophia.livejournal.com
Monday, June 4
Hermia's Study


This is the hour that Alice and I have claimed for ourselves, in the middle of our busy days. Our work is both over for the day, and Valmont has Luc for his father-son time before the Whitechapel becomes busy.

Just as I have carved out time, I have carved out my little space - a tiny room that we put in during the renovations three years ago, that has become my study. Tiny, but just big enough for me to work on my magic, and for me to have my lessons with Alice.

So as soon as I have walked home from the library - or, rather, waddled home - I kiss Valmont and Luc, and go to the study to put my feet up and prepare for Alice.

Piece by piece, I set out the proper supplies on the table. Lemon-scented candles to help her focus, sage and verbena in silver dishes to bring out her magical aptitude while still giving protection. Once it is done, I call out to Chester, so that he can join us, and wait in the brief moment of peace.

[Open to Alice and Chester]
[identity profile] shards-of-alice.livejournal.com
[Saturday, September 20th (day 482)]
[The White Chapel, morning]

I wake up and my head is cottony, and crowded. There's not enough room inside, anymore. Nothing changed -- her and me and my body, our body, where we live, it's still the same -- except that I can remember what it was like, when it was quiet, and I want to cry when I open my eyes and the noise pours in with the morning light.

Not knowing was better, easier too, and I can try to pretend it never happened, except that she's laughing and I know neither one of us is fooled. "Go away," I say, to the weight behind my eyes. "Leave me alone." A thief, with a name that's not hers to take and memories that aren't hers to keep, and I hate her. Just a second, just as quick as a blink, but the pitcher explodes in the basin anyway and I have to clean up the water before I get dressed. I hide the broken pieces under the bed and I hide the anger in the back of my head, and when I go downstairs for breakfast I can smile like I'm supposed to.

[Open to Hermia]

[CLOSED]
[identity profile] hermia-sophia.livejournal.com
Morning, Wednesday September 17
Valmont and Hermia's apartment

Something is not right.

I feel it as soon as I wake up. Something…off. Like a note being played out of tune, over and over, jangling against the edges of my mind.

And then I step out of bed, and do not touch the ground.

I'm floating.

I sit swiftly back down on the bed before I fall - and, yes, I sit on the bed. That works. All right, now back out…one foot, and then the other…

…and I float again. Just a few inches above the ground, but most definitely floating.

Nothing else in the room is floating. Valmont is still there in the bed - and thank all the gods that he's all right! And Nestor is curled up in his corner, flailing away in some strange kitten-dream, but there and safe.

Chester, I think, sending out the signal as my fingers worry at the gold band on my wrist. Something is wrong.

I fall back onto the bed and reach over to shake Valmont's shoulder. "Darling," I whisper urgently. "Wake up."


[Open to Valmont first, then Glass, Chester, and anyone else in the vicinity of the Whitechapel]
[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
Thursday, August 21st
Late afternoon, The Woods


Much to my annoyance, I have found we are just as bound to this wretched town now as the humans and petty gods are. Which is problematic, because now my human form as been labeled a murderer and I can no longer walk freely in my human form in town.

Not that I have not been busy. I can stalk the nights in my true form, and roam about the farthest reaches of the town lines and about the darker cor sprawl ners of the carnival. And Lilith has keep me very busy indeed. Between My Lilith and My Tiger Lily, I barely pay any attention to life outside our garden of delights.

But today the breeze was sweet and full of the life in the woods, and the urge to roam and stalk was too great. I slipped away in my animal form, and now I am quite sated after tracking and bringing down a large and rather mean cougar.

After I washed the blood off, I managed to find a clearing where the sun beats down on soft grass, and what is a lion but a giant housecat? With a satisfying stretch and a yawn, I sprawl out in a sunbeam and let myself doze, watching the pollen motes dance in the breeze through slitted eyes.

(Open to Alice)
[identity profile] shards-of-alice.livejournal.com
[Sunday, June 20th (Day 385)]
[Just past midnight, the woods outside of Excolo]

I feel my lips move but the words don't want to come out, the sounds grabbed up and gobbled by the nighttime shadows.  It's darker now and I don't know why.  When my voice comes out, when I make it come out - "Micah?" - it's so small I can barely hear it, so small and alone.

Alone.

And that's when I know why it's dark, that's when I know why it feels like nothing but me and woods and darkness, stretching on into forever.  Because I can't see him, because I can't see his colors anymore, even though he was so bright before in the dark.  Because Micah's gone.

"Micah?" )


[Open to Gaueko and Micah]
[Cut for flashbacks and general disturbing things]
[Caution for both]
[identity profile] shards-of-alice.livejournal.com
[Sunday, June 20th (Day 385)]
[Just past midnight, the woods outside of Excolo]

I feel my lips move but the words don't want to come out, the sounds grabbed up and gobbled by the nighttime shadows.  It's darker now and I don't know why.  When my voice comes out, when I make it come out - "Micah?" - it's so small I can barely hear it, so small and alone.

Alone.

And that's when I know why it's dark, that's when I know why it feels like nothing but me and woods and darkness, stretching on into forever.  Because I can't see him, because I can't see his colors anymore, even though he was so bright before in the dark.  Because Micah's gone.

"Micah?" )


[Open to Gaueko and Micah]
[Cut for flashbacks and general disturbing things]
[Caution for both]
[identity profile] shards-of-alice.livejournal.com
[Saturday, June 19th (day 384)]
[Late into the night, the Whitechapel and beyond]

I'm awake.  I shouldn't be, I know, it's pretty late now and the world's asleep.  But the stars, the stars are singing, and I'm humming when I should be sleeping.  There are pictures in my head, too, to keep me awake.  I would try to shake them away, I would try to pay attention to going to sleep, to doing like I should, but I don't.  

It's a game, closing my eyes and making up all sorts of things.  Like dreaming, but not as scary because I'm in charge of what happens.  My new favorites are the ones with ships.  I've never been on a ship or seen a castle or anything like that, but there are pictures on the fronts of the books that I'm learning to read.  And oh the adventures that live inside.

My stories are never exactly like the books, though.  I don't really know what a princess is, or why she's gotta be saved all the time, and sometimes people just seem to wanna fight each other over silly things, but there are parts I like.  I take those parts and mix them up and that's where my stories come from.

Tonight, though, I can't seem to find anything I like.  I think and I think and everything just says no, that's very boring, we've heard that one before.  A world of no and I'm finally sitting up with a sigh.  Maybe that's the problem, yes.  Maybe that's what the stars are singing about, why I feel so fidgety and itchy in my skin.

Maybe the time for stories is over.

I find my shoes, because Valmont'll get sore if I'm out barefoot, and my robe, because it might be cold out, but I don't put anything on until I've tiptoed down the stairs, just as quiet as can be we are, and I'm out back.  It is chilly, so it's nice I remembered the robe.  I slip into the stables, and it's all hay smell and whatever nice things horses dream about, floating in the air.  I'm just as quiet as before, up to the room above.

It's dark, everywhere's dark, but I can see okay if I pay attention, and when I can't see so well, I feel around until I know where I am.  I don't need to see, anyway, to know Micah's there.  I can just feel him there, sleeping.  It's a nice peaceful sort of feel.  And then I crouch down beside him, hand on his shoulder.  "Micah," I whisper, starting to grin a little.  "Wanna go on an adventure?"

[Open to Tez, and later Gaueko]
[Closed and continued here.
[identity profile] shards-of-alice.livejournal.com
[Saturday, June 19th (day 384)]
[Late into the night, the Whitechapel and beyond]

I'm awake.  I shouldn't be, I know, it's pretty late now and the world's asleep.  But the stars, the stars are singing, and I'm humming when I should be sleeping.  There are pictures in my head, too, to keep me awake.  I would try to shake them away, I would try to pay attention to going to sleep, to doing like I should, but I don't.  

It's a game, closing my eyes and making up all sorts of things.  Like dreaming, but not as scary because I'm in charge of what happens.  My new favorites are the ones with ships.  I've never been on a ship or seen a castle or anything like that, but there are pictures on the fronts of the books that I'm learning to read.  And oh the adventures that live inside.

My stories are never exactly like the books, though.  I don't really know what a princess is, or why she's gotta be saved all the time, and sometimes people just seem to wanna fight each other over silly things, but there are parts I like.  I take those parts and mix them up and that's where my stories come from.

Tonight, though, I can't seem to find anything I like.  I think and I think and everything just says no, that's very boring, we've heard that one before.  A world of no and I'm finally sitting up with a sigh.  Maybe that's the problem, yes.  Maybe that's what the stars are singing about, why I feel so fidgety and itchy in my skin.

Maybe the time for stories is over.

I find my shoes, because Valmont'll get sore if I'm out barefoot, and my robe, because it might be cold out, but I don't put anything on until I've tiptoed down the stairs, just as quiet as can be we are, and I'm out back.  It is chilly, so it's nice I remembered the robe.  I slip into the stables, and it's all hay smell and whatever nice things horses dream about, floating in the air.  I'm just as quiet as before, up to the room above.

It's dark, everywhere's dark, but I can see okay if I pay attention, and when I can't see so well, I feel around until I know where I am.  I don't need to see, anyway, to know Micah's there.  I can just feel him there, sleeping.  It's a nice peaceful sort of feel.  And then I crouch down beside him, hand on his shoulder.  "Micah," I whisper, starting to grin a little.  "Wanna go on an adventure?"

[Open to Tez, and later Gaueko]
[Closed and continued here.
[identity profile] samuel-durand.livejournal.com

Sunday, June 13
The Whitechapel, Front Desk

Sometimes it seems that I've spent half my life traveling under the open sky, sleeping under trees, in rocky overhangs, in clefts gouged from the rocky ground with the heel of a boot.  It's always an adjustment, coming back to civilization, and the lack of continuity from settlement to settlement doesn't help matters much.  Some places have running water and clean sheets.  Others... well, let's just say that dysentery might actually be the least of your worries. 

Still, I'm guardedly happy for the chance to sleep in an actual bed again.  Weakness of the flesh, I know.  Even the availability of luxury has a tendency to erode discipline, though I've generally found the benefits of the occasional indulgence to be worth the cost.

I deserve it.  I haven't lost my focus in a decade and a half.

When I tie Memory out front of the Whitechapel, I leave her mouth no more than three inches from the rail.  After a moment's thought, I hobble her as well.  I'd bloody blindfold her too, but she tends not to take it well.  "There, there, girl," I murmur, rubbing her ear.  She snorts and rolls her dark eyes at me, but it's all she can do.  "Be good."

I make my way into the building, adjusting my habit as I go.  "Hello?"

(Open)

[identity profile] samuel-durand.livejournal.com

Sunday, June 13
The Whitechapel, Front Desk

Sometimes it seems that I've spent half my life traveling under the open sky, sleeping under trees, in rocky overhangs, in clefts gouged from the rocky ground with the heel of a boot.  It's always an adjustment, coming back to civilization, and the lack of continuity from settlement to settlement doesn't help matters much.  Some places have running water and clean sheets.  Others... well, let's just say that dysentery might actually be the least of your worries. 

Still, I'm guardedly happy for the chance to sleep in an actual bed again.  Weakness of the flesh, I know.  Even the availability of luxury has a tendency to erode discipline, though I've generally found the benefits of the occasional indulgence to be worth the cost.

I deserve it.  I haven't lost my focus in a decade and a half.

When I tie Memory out front of the Whitechapel, I leave her mouth no more than three inches from the rail.  After a moment's thought, I hobble her as well.  I'd bloody blindfold her too, but she tends not to take it well.  "There, there, girl," I murmur, rubbing her ear.  She snorts and rolls her dark eyes at me, but it's all she can do.  "Be good."

I make my way into the building, adjusting my habit as I go.  "Hello?"

(Open)

[identity profile] jaeresteade.livejournal.com
Saturday night
May 22nd, Day 356
Whitechapel Bar


Heard they were busy here last night, even with the rain yesterday, and I wish I’d been working, if only for the tips. We did all right at the ‘Boy, but Friday nights have just been steady lately. I guess another day of rain must have been too much for everyone, though. People were sparse at the market today, and I don’t know if I’ve ever seen it so slow here on a weekend.

I gave up trying to talk to Adam about half an hour after we opened. He’s pissed, and I don’t blame him. It’s not going to be a good night for either of us. I’ve got enough on my mind, though. So many strange stories going around about people getting things they’d wanted or having things done to them that turned out to be what someone else had wished on them. I wish I could go talk to Verdi about it, but I’m not up to facing her quite yet.

Just really happy about things with Ri, the way she smiles when she sees me and looks happy to have me around. Haven’t managed to get her to come over yet, but I’m not going to push. I found a necklace at the market that I think she’ll like. Not at all sure, though, and I keep putting my hand in my pocket to play with it. Not used to spending money on things without any use, but I’m going to have to tell her soon about what happened with Danika, and maybe a gift will make her feel more like forgiving me for being an idiot one more time. Not sure about that, either.


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[identity profile] jaeresteade.livejournal.com
Saturday night
May 22nd, Day 356
Whitechapel Bar


Heard they were busy here last night, even with the rain yesterday, and I wish I’d been working, if only for the tips. We did all right at the ‘Boy, but Friday nights have just been steady lately. I guess another day of rain must have been too much for everyone, though. People were sparse at the market today, and I don’t know if I’ve ever seen it so slow here on a weekend.

I gave up trying to talk to Adam about half an hour after we opened. He’s pissed, and I don’t blame him. It’s not going to be a good night for either of us. I’ve got enough on my mind, though. So many strange stories going around about people getting things they’d wanted or having things done to them that turned out to be what someone else had wished on them. I wish I could go talk to Verdi about it, but I’m not up to facing her quite yet.

Just really happy about things with Ri, the way she smiles when she sees me and looks happy to have me around. Haven’t managed to get her to come over yet, but I’m not going to push. I found a necklace at the market that I think she’ll like. Not at all sure, though, and I keep putting my hand in my pocket to play with it. Not used to spending money on things without any use, but I’m going to have to tell her soon about what happened with Danika, and maybe a gift will make her feel more like forgiving me for being an idiot one more time. Not sure about that, either.


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CLOSED
[identity profile] valmont-vicomte.livejournal.com
Saturday, May 15th, about 5pm
Valmont and Hermia's apartment and garden


I've never thrown a party for a teenage girl before, but hopefully this will do. Alice doesn't exactly have many friends, and there aren't that many teenagers in town I'd trust to be kind to her and not make fun of her, but she wants a party with people her own age, which makes sense. She doesn't seem very grown up to me, but I know how important it is that she feels grown up, despite everything that's happened to her. So I invited Johnny, Damien and Ri, because they're good kids, and Micah may be a little strange but he's a decent boy, I'm sure of it, and like Alice he could do with some friends. But I wanted Fiona to be able to come too, because she was Alice's first friend who wasn't an adult, so I've started the party in the late afternoon so she can be here for a little while at least. As for the rest of the guest list, they are mine and Hermia's friends, but I trust them to wish Alice many happy returns and to make the party seem busy. Besides, it's a celebration of our family too, I think, not just of Alice's birthday, and so it's right that we have our family friends here too. The thought makes me smile.

It's a dry afternoon, thank goodness, though I've laid out drinks and food on our dining table inside in case of rain. Hermia and I put up bunting and laid out candles along the path in the garden, and it all looks lovely.

[open to party guests]
[identity profile] valmont-vicomte.livejournal.com
Saturday, May 15th, about 5pm
Valmont and Hermia's apartment and garden


I've never thrown a party for a teenage girl before, but hopefully this will do. Alice doesn't exactly have many friends, and there aren't that many teenagers in town I'd trust to be kind to her and not make fun of her, but she wants a party with people her own age, which makes sense. She doesn't seem very grown up to me, but I know how important it is that she feels grown up, despite everything that's happened to her. So I invited Johnny, Damien and Ri, because they're good kids, and Micah may be a little strange but he's a decent boy, I'm sure of it, and like Alice he could do with some friends. But I wanted Fiona to be able to come too, because she was Alice's first friend who wasn't an adult, so I've started the party in the late afternoon so she can be here for a little while at least. As for the rest of the guest list, they are mine and Hermia's friends, but I trust them to wish Alice many happy returns and to make the party seem busy. Besides, it's a celebration of our family too, I think, not just of Alice's birthday, and so it's right that we have our family friends here too. The thought makes me smile.

It's a dry afternoon, thank goodness, though I've laid out drinks and food on our dining table inside in case of rain. Hermia and I put up bunting and laid out candles along the path in the garden, and it all looks lovely.

[open to party guests]
[identity profile] tezcatl-ipoca.livejournal.com
10th May, Midmorning
The Whitechapel

I have hardly rested, with the ache of that pull inwards in these bones. It has eased within the town but still tugs me eastward; I refuse to answer it. I have walked on through the town on these injured feet and out the other side. I have no desire to be here: no desire to be conscious as I am, to be. I was hardly given a choice, though.

I have passed a tall white tower, and when I passed I thought: I could rest there. Lie down on the ground, let the sun warm me and the rain wash me, let the grass grow up to tangle my hair, and not move again. I don't know why it spoke to me of that, why I felt I should wait there. But I passed by.

I know what these things are: town, tower, road. I have words for them, and meanings. I can't remember seeing them before. So there's a forgetting in me, another unexplained thing. That itself is a small piece of knowledge of myself.

My thoughts are growing clearer, too, emerging from shadow and night wind and knife's edge. I am aware of that, as the tower grows smaller behind me.

And then I am walking past it again, back towards the south. I do not fool myself that I have been mistaken: I have been turned back upon my path.

It makes me angry, lips peeling back from teeth. I will not go east, I will not answer it, not until I choose. But I do return to town, and find a drinking place (and there is something else I recognise and understand). Perhaps tomorrow I will answer that eastwards call.

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[identity profile] tezcatl-ipoca.livejournal.com
10th May, Midmorning
The Whitechapel

I have hardly rested, with the ache of that pull inwards in these bones. It has eased within the town but still tugs me eastward; I refuse to answer it. I have walked on through the town on these injured feet and out the other side. I have no desire to be here: no desire to be conscious as I am, to be. I was hardly given a choice, though.

I have passed a tall white tower, and when I passed I thought: I could rest there. Lie down on the ground, let the sun warm me and the rain wash me, let the grass grow up to tangle my hair, and not move again. I don't know why it spoke to me of that, why I felt I should wait there. But I passed by.

I know what these things are: town, tower, road. I have words for them, and meanings. I can't remember seeing them before. So there's a forgetting in me, another unexplained thing. That itself is a small piece of knowledge of myself.

My thoughts are growing clearer, too, emerging from shadow and night wind and knife's edge. I am aware of that, as the tower grows smaller behind me.

And then I am walking past it again, back towards the south. I do not fool myself that I have been mistaken: I have been turned back upon my path.

It makes me angry, lips peeling back from teeth. I will not go east, I will not answer it, not until I choose. But I do return to town, and find a drinking place (and there is something else I recognise and understand). Perhaps tomorrow I will answer that eastwards call.

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[identity profile] kateohara.livejournal.com
Sunday afternoon, outside the general store

It's not as nice a day as we've had lately, but it's too humid to sit cooped up in the apartment. So I'm sitting on the porch with a basket of sewing, and if it starts raining I'll stay dry. I've got a pitcher of ginger ale, and I'm hemming one of Tess's skirts. It's a comfortable sort of way to pass the afternoon.

I'm quite content at the moment. Glass has started working at the store a couple of days a week, and I'm glad to be able to help her out - and it's good to have her around. I can't help worrying about her and Iago, but I know she's strong. Whatever happens, I think she will manage. It won't be too long before I should start knitting baby things, I think, and smile to myself.

I went to the abbey this morning for services. I need to speak to Damien and find out if he had any luck finding Nanshe. I spoke to Nanse-kam, and he said no one has had any dream visions of Nanshe since the mass dreaming we all shared - but that that in itself isn't worrying, because Nanshe rarely shows herself directly. Still, I wish we knew for sure she was alright...

I realise I've misstitched, thinking about this, and I sigh and unpick the last couple of stitches. Fussing won't help anyone.

[open]
[identity profile] kateohara.livejournal.com
Sunday afternoon, outside the general store

It's not as nice a day as we've had lately, but it's too humid to sit cooped up in the apartment. So I'm sitting on the porch with a basket of sewing, and if it starts raining I'll stay dry. I've got a pitcher of ginger ale, and I'm hemming one of Tess's skirts. It's a comfortable sort of way to pass the afternoon.

I'm quite content at the moment. Glass has started working at the store a couple of days a week, and I'm glad to be able to help her out - and it's good to have her around. I can't help worrying about her and Iago, but I know she's strong. Whatever happens, I think she will manage. It won't be too long before I should start knitting baby things, I think, and smile to myself.

I went to the abbey this morning for services. I need to speak to Damien and find out if he had any luck finding Nanshe. I spoke to Nanse-kam, and he said no one has had any dream visions of Nanshe since the mass dreaming we all shared - but that that in itself isn't worrying, because Nanshe rarely shows herself directly. Still, I wish we knew for sure she was alright...

I realise I've misstitched, thinking about this, and I sigh and unpick the last couple of stitches. Fussing won't help anyone.

[open]
[identity profile] hermia-sophia.livejournal.com
Sunday, April 4
The garden behind the Whitechapel Inn

We awoke in each other's arms, both terrified. Valmont, because he feared that I was being attacked; I because I felt something wrong in the world, something beyond the long sleep and painful thirst and weakness. Some ripple of Power that was twisted and wrong. But under it all I could sense Nanshe's presence helping to set the dream-world right again. And Valmont and I had each other, and we were safe, and despite everything, that makes the waking world right.

And neither of us wanted to postpone the ceremony. We wanted - no, needed to continue. Needed to make some new beginning, needed to make life go on as it was supposed to.

And so, still shaky, we went to the abbey this morning at dawn.

Valmont said that I was the one guiding this part of our wedding solemnities, for I was the one closer to the gods. So I arranged the offerings for us to burn on Nanshe's altar: two little bundles, both the same. Not hair. Not incense. Not anything that would be in an Athenian wedding offering to the gods. We are making our own way, here.

So there are herbs from the garden that I planted and he cooks from. The first lilacs that Valmont gave me, and the lilies I gave him, both now dried into fragrant shadows of themselves. Splinters of wood from an empty keg for his profession; scraps of paper from an old book for mine. (Lydia offered me a book that was falling apart anyway; I would never have taken a page from a book otherwise! She gave us a gift, too: a lovely leather-bound and gilt-edged volume of Yeats.) And cotton candy - even though it made everything terribly sticky and I feared it would melt, I had to put cotton candy in there, for the memory of that first night that we soared above Excolo on the ferris wheel and felt as if we were flying. And because it made both of us laugh when I put it in, and we should begin our life together with laughter.

We smile as we light our offerings, and as we smell the fragrance as it floats up to the heavens.

Now, back in the garden behind the inn, I smile again as I wait to take my place next to Valmont and in front of Mab. I've found more lilacs for the bouquet, white and purple both, standing out against the shimmering deep blue fabric of my gown.

I have no parents to bring me to the altar, and neither does Valmont. We just have ourselves, and are giving ourselves to each other.

There they all are. Our friends - all of the people who have grown dear to us in the last year. Our Alice, looking lovely and more grown-up than ever. Mab, tall and serious. And Valmont, who looks so magnificent that my heart leaps at the sight.

I feel a nervous thrill run through me as I step out. Dear gods, I'm getting married! For an instant, I'm terrified, as I stare down that long aisle. But then I realize, why should I be afraid? At the end of the aisle is Valmont. I have nothing to fear as long as he is there.

At the end of my long journey, he was here waiting for me.

So I take a deep breath and step forward, towards my new life.

[Open to wedding guests!]
[identity profile] hermia-sophia.livejournal.com
Sunday, April 4
The garden behind the Whitechapel Inn

We awoke in each other's arms, both terrified. Valmont, because he feared that I was being attacked; I because I felt something wrong in the world, something beyond the long sleep and painful thirst and weakness. Some ripple of Power that was twisted and wrong. But under it all I could sense Nanshe's presence helping to set the dream-world right again. And Valmont and I had each other, and we were safe, and despite everything, that makes the waking world right.

And neither of us wanted to postpone the ceremony. We wanted - no, needed to continue. Needed to make some new beginning, needed to make life go on as it was supposed to.

And so, still shaky, we went to the abbey this morning at dawn.

Valmont said that I was the one guiding this part of our wedding solemnities, for I was the one closer to the gods. So I arranged the offerings for us to burn on Nanshe's altar: two little bundles, both the same. Not hair. Not incense. Not anything that would be in an Athenian wedding offering to the gods. We are making our own way, here.

So there are herbs from the garden that I planted and he cooks from. The first lilacs that Valmont gave me, and the lilies I gave him, both now dried into fragrant shadows of themselves. Splinters of wood from an empty keg for his profession; scraps of paper from an old book for mine. (Lydia offered me a book that was falling apart anyway; I would never have taken a page from a book otherwise! She gave us a gift, too: a lovely leather-bound and gilt-edged volume of Yeats.) And cotton candy - even though it made everything terribly sticky and I feared it would melt, I had to put cotton candy in there, for the memory of that first night that we soared above Excolo on the ferris wheel and felt as if we were flying. And because it made both of us laugh when I put it in, and we should begin our life together with laughter.

We smile as we light our offerings, and as we smell the fragrance as it floats up to the heavens.

Now, back in the garden behind the inn, I smile again as I wait to take my place next to Valmont and in front of Mab. I've found more lilacs for the bouquet, white and purple both, standing out against the shimmering deep blue fabric of my gown.

I have no parents to bring me to the altar, and neither does Valmont. We just have ourselves, and are giving ourselves to each other.

There they all are. Our friends - all of the people who have grown dear to us in the last year. Our Alice, looking lovely and more grown-up than ever. Mab, tall and serious. And Valmont, who looks so magnificent that my heart leaps at the sight.

I feel a nervous thrill run through me as I step out. Dear gods, I'm getting married! For an instant, I'm terrified, as I stare down that long aisle. But then I realize, why should I be afraid? At the end of the aisle is Valmont. I have nothing to fear as long as he is there.

At the end of my long journey, he was here waiting for me.

So I take a deep breath and step forward, towards my new life.

[Open to wedding guests!]

January 2014

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