[identity profile] npc-excolo.livejournal.com
Sunday, February 14th
Valentine's Day


I sit on my bed with my legs crossed, writing real careful in my notebook. MRS CLARA GRANGER I write, all tidy, then underneath I practice my signature. Clara Granger. That nice man at the market swore it wouldn't take too long for him to propose after he drank the potion. After I practice my signature a few times I write our names together. PETER AND CLARA, and I put them inside a nice big heart.

I hear Momma shouting for me and I sigh. I know she won't approve when Peter and I get together, cos he is a bunch older than me and she says seventeen is way too young to settle down. But I know she married Pop at nineteen, so she's just a hypocrite. And Peter's a real good catch - got his own job, his own place. There's that Maya of course to worry about, I think, and I push my pencil a bit too hard into the page and the point breaks. But once Peter's had the potion he won't remember that he likes her. I just need to work out how to get it to him.

Momma shouts again.

"Coming!" I shout. I know she wants me to go to that dumb Valentine's market and help her sell quilts. Ugh. But Peter might be around town, so I check my hair is nice before I go down.

***


This punch just don't look too appetising. I sigh and shout for Clara again. What is that girl doing? Probably dreaming about that barman. She thinks I don't know she's moony about him. I'm just glad he's got a sweetheart, or else he might go for my Clara - she's real pretty and men like adoring girls. He's much too old for her. I taste the punch and it's real nice, course it is, made from our fruits, but the colour just don't pop. Feeling a bit guilty, I get out some food colourant and drop it in, and it goes a nice reddish colour. That's about right for Valentine's, ain't it? I stopper up the barrel. Clara comes down.

"Get those quilts in the cart, will you?" I say, hustling her out and then getting the punch on the wagon. Roads are clear, so we get set up easy. Just a few stalls for this - jewellery, flowers, all kinds of novelties. I put out the prettiest quilts - maybe some guy'll think one'd make a nice present for his wife, and more practical than earbobs - and set up the punch.

"Free punch, sir?" I say, holding out a cup. After a bit of prodding I get Clara dishing up punch too. Hopefully it'll be a good day.

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[identity profile] npc-excolo.livejournal.com
Sunday, February 14th
Valentine's Day


I sit on my bed with my legs crossed, writing real careful in my notebook. MRS CLARA GRANGER I write, all tidy, then underneath I practice my signature. Clara Granger. That nice man at the market swore it wouldn't take too long for him to propose after he drank the potion. After I practice my signature a few times I write our names together. PETER AND CLARA, and I put them inside a nice big heart.

I hear Momma shouting for me and I sigh. I know she won't approve when Peter and I get together, cos he is a bunch older than me and she says seventeen is way too young to settle down. But I know she married Pop at nineteen, so she's just a hypocrite. And Peter's a real good catch - got his own job, his own place. There's that Maya of course to worry about, I think, and I push my pencil a bit too hard into the page and the point breaks. But once Peter's had the potion he won't remember that he likes her. I just need to work out how to get it to him.

Momma shouts again.

"Coming!" I shout. I know she wants me to go to that dumb Valentine's market and help her sell quilts. Ugh. But Peter might be around town, so I check my hair is nice before I go down.

***


This punch just don't look too appetising. I sigh and shout for Clara again. What is that girl doing? Probably dreaming about that barman. She thinks I don't know she's moony about him. I'm just glad he's got a sweetheart, or else he might go for my Clara - she's real pretty and men like adoring girls. He's much too old for her. I taste the punch and it's real nice, course it is, made from our fruits, but the colour just don't pop. Feeling a bit guilty, I get out some food colourant and drop it in, and it goes a nice reddish colour. That's about right for Valentine's, ain't it? I stopper up the barrel. Clara comes down.

"Get those quilts in the cart, will you?" I say, hustling her out and then getting the punch on the wagon. Roads are clear, so we get set up easy. Just a few stalls for this - jewellery, flowers, all kinds of novelties. I put out the prettiest quilts - maybe some guy'll think one'd make a nice present for his wife, and more practical than earbobs - and set up the punch.

"Free punch, sir?" I say, holding out a cup. After a bit of prodding I get Clara dishing up punch too. Hopefully it'll be a good day.

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[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
Saturday, January 23rd
On Silk Road, late evening.


I walk along, in no particular hurry to be anywhere, whistling to myself.  The chaos of the previous week has seemed to pass, for the most part.  One thing about the good citizens of Excolo; many of them are damn good at ignoring the unusual and just 'forging ahead', as it were.  Iblis is not around that I can tell.  Even in my diminished capacity, I can still feel him and Lilith withing my blood and bones.  And Lilith...

she returned to the Garden soon after the lightning storm.  CeCe was thrilled to see mommy again.  Hellfire, I was thrilled to see mommy again.  Sans bunny slippers.  I decided to let the whole 'domestic goddess" thing go...  if she wants to talk about it, I shall let her bring it up. 
I rather like breathing. 

The moon peeks out from behind a cloud and I look up and smile at it's pale glow before it is obscured again. It is late, and CeCe should be asleep now.  It has been quite some time since my Lady and I have been out and together.  I think of her, her fire, her passion, her fury... I know it will call to her.  If she wishes to join me for a drink, I know my desire for her will sing out to her.  She always knows when I am thinking of her.

Feeling cheerful, I stuff my hands in my pockets, and my whistling lends itself to song.

There's a moon over Bourbon Street tonight
I see faces as they pass beneath the pale lamplight
I've no choice but to follow that call
The bright lights, the people, and the moon and all
I pray everyday to be strong
For I know what I do must be wrong
Oh you'll never see my shade or hear the sound of my feet
While there's a moon over Bourbon Street


I smile to myself and head to the Tavern of Hell.  Sometimes, I do so enjoy this godforsaken little town.

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[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
Saturday, January 23rd
On Silk Road, late evening.


I walk along, in no particular hurry to be anywhere, whistling to myself.  The chaos of the previous week has seemed to pass, for the most part.  One thing about the good citizens of Excolo; many of them are damn good at ignoring the unusual and just 'forging ahead', as it were.  Iblis is not around that I can tell.  Even in my diminished capacity, I can still feel him and Lilith withing my blood and bones.  And Lilith...

she returned to the Garden soon after the lightning storm.  CeCe was thrilled to see mommy again.  Hellfire, I was thrilled to see mommy again.  Sans bunny slippers.  I decided to let the whole 'domestic goddess" thing go...  if she wants to talk about it, I shall let her bring it up. 
I rather like breathing. 

The moon peeks out from behind a cloud and I look up and smile at it's pale glow before it is obscured again. It is late, and CeCe should be asleep now.  It has been quite some time since my Lady and I have been out and together.  I think of her, her fire, her passion, her fury... I know it will call to her.  If she wishes to join me for a drink, I know my desire for her will sing out to her.  She always knows when I am thinking of her.

Feeling cheerful, I stuff my hands in my pockets, and my whistling lends itself to song.

There's a moon over Bourbon Street tonight
I see faces as they pass beneath the pale lamplight
I've no choice but to follow that call
The bright lights, the people, and the moon and all
I pray everyday to be strong
For I know what I do must be wrong
Oh you'll never see my shade or hear the sound of my feet
While there's a moon over Bourbon Street


I smile to myself and head to the Tavern of Hell.  Sometimes, I do so enjoy this godforsaken little town.

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[identity profile] gaueko-erebus.livejournal.com
[Mid-morning, Saturday, January 16th, day 230]
[Back on the streets...]



I didn't want to leave my new food-friend, but my newer friend said to come and food-friend said to go on, so I went, but new friend wasn't very much fun. We sat down and she stared at me and then pulled on my ears and then kept staring at me so I went away. And then I was sad because I had no friend and no food, but then I saw a squirrel and then I forget.

I slept under a porch. It's scary at night. I feel strange at night, like my skin's too tight and weird thoughts run through my head and my ears hum and I start shaking and drooling and so I just go to sleep until it's light again because that's easy. When it's light I don't feel strange at all anymore, and I wriggle out and roll in the snow and tear open a bag of garbage because it smells like food and once I'm full I start trotting down the street. Maybe I'll meet more new friends.


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[identity profile] gaueko-erebus.livejournal.com
[Mid-morning, Saturday, January 16th, day 230]
[Back on the streets...]



I didn't want to leave my new food-friend, but my newer friend said to come and food-friend said to go on, so I went, but new friend wasn't very much fun. We sat down and she stared at me and then pulled on my ears and then kept staring at me so I went away. And then I was sad because I had no friend and no food, but then I saw a squirrel and then I forget.

I slept under a porch. It's scary at night. I feel strange at night, like my skin's too tight and weird thoughts run through my head and my ears hum and I start shaking and drooling and so I just go to sleep until it's light again because that's easy. When it's light I don't feel strange at all anymore, and I wriggle out and roll in the snow and tear open a bag of garbage because it smells like food and once I'm full I start trotting down the street. Maybe I'll meet more new friends.


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[identity profile] nansekam.livejournal.com
The church; early evening of the Feast of the Nuptials of the Year

Been a long day today - up all night waiting for dawn, singing in the day with candles and evergreen, using the high holy tongue to praise our Lady on her wedding day. Nanse nin per ta pa an-se ga-la-am... We were on our knees from midnight in the church, and it was bloody freezing, our breath steaming in front of us. Fucking painful, kneeling like that. First it's uncomfortable, then it's numb, then it starts hurting again, low dull hot ache that lights into a screaming burn, and then it goes back down into an ache and an annoyance and finally, sweet-fucking-finally, numbness again. Still, we got the braziers lit as the light starting rising, and the herbs we were burning got us all high enough that the aching didn't matter so much. Still nearly fell on my face when I tried to get up. A few of the novices did topple over, poor bastards. And we greeted the first light of day by blessing the altar with water and oil, and then we broke bread all together over the altar, mopping up the oil with the slices, smell of incense and herbs in the air, and we ate for love of each other and for our goddess. Fucking ace.

Day's been busy getting the feast ready for tonight. Novices were allowed to take a nap this afternoon, but I've had too much to do to think about lying down. Still, though I haven't slept in nearly two days, I'm feeling pretty alright.

Brother Ash leads the service tonight, and I'm glad he does. Think we're all coming to terms with the fact that Oya's not coming back, and we're going to need a new abbot or abbess. I'd pick Ash, myself. Some people have said I could do it, but I don't think that'd be right. I've got a long journey yet to go before I should be in charge of a community.

Greet the congregation at the door. Get a nice turn out despite the snow. People come in carrying gifts for Nanshe and our community, filling baskets by the door with dried fruit and bolts of cloth and handfuls of silver, and as the service starts novices heft the baskets up onto their shoulders and take them up the aisle to the altar while the rest of us sing with one voice
The lady of the good utterance whose purpose cannot be taken away;
Nanshe, may she be praised in the countries!


When the service is over, each member of the congregation is handed a candle. We extinguish the lights of the church, and light instead the candles of our members, row by row. Light ripples outward in the winter dark, and the doors of the church are thrown open.

"Go in peace," says Ash. "The darkness falls in the face of our love."

I watch them go out, light spreading across the pitch black courtyard. Never get tired of this moment, not even after twenty years. Think it'll always be one of my favourite moments of the year.

Some people head home, out of the gates, but most head toward the refectory where we'll have our feast. My stomach rumbles. I'm fucking starving. But for now I stay by the door, greeting our people as they go by.


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[identity profile] nansekam.livejournal.com
The church; early evening of the Feast of the Nuptials of the Year

Been a long day today - up all night waiting for dawn, singing in the day with candles and evergreen, using the high holy tongue to praise our Lady on her wedding day. Nanse nin per ta pa an-se ga-la-am... We were on our knees from midnight in the church, and it was bloody freezing, our breath steaming in front of us. Fucking painful, kneeling like that. First it's uncomfortable, then it's numb, then it starts hurting again, low dull hot ache that lights into a screaming burn, and then it goes back down into an ache and an annoyance and finally, sweet-fucking-finally, numbness again. Still, we got the braziers lit as the light starting rising, and the herbs we were burning got us all high enough that the aching didn't matter so much. Still nearly fell on my face when I tried to get up. A few of the novices did topple over, poor bastards. And we greeted the first light of day by blessing the altar with water and oil, and then we broke bread all together over the altar, mopping up the oil with the slices, smell of incense and herbs in the air, and we ate for love of each other and for our goddess. Fucking ace.

Day's been busy getting the feast ready for tonight. Novices were allowed to take a nap this afternoon, but I've had too much to do to think about lying down. Still, though I haven't slept in nearly two days, I'm feeling pretty alright.

Brother Ash leads the service tonight, and I'm glad he does. Think we're all coming to terms with the fact that Oya's not coming back, and we're going to need a new abbot or abbess. I'd pick Ash, myself. Some people have said I could do it, but I don't think that'd be right. I've got a long journey yet to go before I should be in charge of a community.

Greet the congregation at the door. Get a nice turn out despite the snow. People come in carrying gifts for Nanshe and our community, filling baskets by the door with dried fruit and bolts of cloth and handfuls of silver, and as the service starts novices heft the baskets up onto their shoulders and take them up the aisle to the altar while the rest of us sing with one voice
The lady of the good utterance whose purpose cannot be taken away;
Nanshe, may she be praised in the countries!


When the service is over, each member of the congregation is handed a candle. We extinguish the lights of the church, and light instead the candles of our members, row by row. Light ripples outward in the winter dark, and the doors of the church are thrown open.

"Go in peace," says Ash. "The darkness falls in the face of our love."

I watch them go out, light spreading across the pitch black courtyard. Never get tired of this moment, not even after twenty years. Think it'll always be one of my favourite moments of the year.

Some people head home, out of the gates, but most head toward the refectory where we'll have our feast. My stomach rumbles. I'm fucking starving. But for now I stay by the door, greeting our people as they go by.


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[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Tuesday, December 1st, late afternoon)
(The residence of Arik Underwood)


Whistling, I've made the trek back to the small house outside town proper and unlock the door, letting myself in. Granted, I have no reason to actually use the house, for I spend my nights with Lilith and Celeste in the Garden, but I am playing the part of respectable teacher and it looks good to travel to a real home every night instead of the woods. After all, you never know who may be watching.

I set the paper I have to quickly scan down on the table along with the apple cookies I bought for Celeste. I could put off the grading, but truly, it will only take a few moments. I sit down and start leafing though the stack, making checks and notes here and there. Who knew the town council would be so glad to have a second teacher in residence? Apparently, with the town growing, there are more children, and with two teacher, more attention can be paid individually. I thought Lilith was going to sever my head after I told her about my employ, but it has it's uses. Children speak so easily about what is upsetting them. "Mommy drinks too much." and "Daddy spends a lot of nights in town." All little things I pass on to my Lady to do with as she will.

I have just reached and essay from a thirteen year old about War of the Roses. "The liked red better than white and only wanted to plant..."
With a groan, I get up and find my whiskey. It's going to be along afternoon if they are all like that.

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[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Tuesday, December 1st, late afternoon)
(The residence of Arik Underwood)


Whistling, I've made the trek back to the small house outside town proper and unlock the door, letting myself in. Granted, I have no reason to actually use the house, for I spend my nights with Lilith and Celeste in the Garden, but I am playing the part of respectable teacher and it looks good to travel to a real home every night instead of the woods. After all, you never know who may be watching.

I set the paper I have to quickly scan down on the table along with the apple cookies I bought for Celeste. I could put off the grading, but truly, it will only take a few moments. I sit down and start leafing though the stack, making checks and notes here and there. Who knew the town council would be so glad to have a second teacher in residence? Apparently, with the town growing, there are more children, and with two teacher, more attention can be paid individually. I thought Lilith was going to sever my head after I told her about my employ, but it has it's uses. Children speak so easily about what is upsetting them. "Mommy drinks too much." and "Daddy spends a lot of nights in town." All little things I pass on to my Lady to do with as she will.

I have just reached and essay from a thirteen year old about War of the Roses. "The liked red better than white and only wanted to plant..."
With a groan, I get up and find my whiskey. It's going to be along afternoon if they are all like that.

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[identity profile] kaeli-whyte.livejournal.com
Sunday November 22nd
Day 175
Afternoon



Seeing him busy talking to someone in the congregation, I wave to Laurence, and leave the church. His sermon today was nice, leaning more towards the teachings of Jesus, loving and caring for each other instead of the ones with fire and brimstone and smiting. I can't say I much enjoy the ones about smiting. Even though the church reminds me of the last time I saw Lúgh, I still try to come every couple of weeks to learn and show him my support. I go to the Abbey the other two weeks of the month.

Wanda told me what happened that night Lúgh died, and at first I was angry, not at her, but at him. He knew what might happen and because he lied. But then when the anger passed, all I could do was cry. Even in class, I'd hear or see something that reminded me of him and I'd smile. Then I'd have to excuse myself and leave the room, feeling my eyes burn with tears. I know what he did was out of love and to do good, but why does it have to result in death? I saw Lucien before it happened, I saw the sadness and the horrible state he was in. I haven't been able to bring myself to see him since. Its not that I blame him, but I'm scared that seeing him might be more of a reminder than I can take.

I haven't used my powers since Lúgh died, I don't want to. Two that I loved gone in less than a month. and me with this power, I couldn't do a single thing except feel them go and feel the emptiness that's left in their place. Whats the use? When I get to the school house I don't feel much like company so instead of sitting out front, I go around back to the playground and sit in the swing. Though the air is cool, the sun is out and I don't mind. Even the sun does little for the chill inside me that took hold the night Lúgh died. Except for that one night not long ago when I woke up crying and feverish after dreaming of a beautiful, bright, warm, light, nothing has much of an affect. I can't even drink whiskey without it reminding me of him. As I swing, I'm relieved as my thoughts shift to a safer topic, the upcoming school tests. Not fun, but with all of the new students, its a good way to check progress and see where everyone is at. Leaning my head against the rope, I think of the test and what questions I'll ask.

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[identity profile] kaeli-whyte.livejournal.com
Sunday November 22nd
Day 175
Afternoon



Seeing him busy talking to someone in the congregation, I wave to Laurence, and leave the church. His sermon today was nice, leaning more towards the teachings of Jesus, loving and caring for each other instead of the ones with fire and brimstone and smiting. I can't say I much enjoy the ones about smiting. Even though the church reminds me of the last time I saw Lúgh, I still try to come every couple of weeks to learn and show him my support. I go to the Abbey the other two weeks of the month.

Wanda told me what happened that night Lúgh died, and at first I was angry, not at her, but at him. He knew what might happen and because he lied. But then when the anger passed, all I could do was cry. Even in class, I'd hear or see something that reminded me of him and I'd smile. Then I'd have to excuse myself and leave the room, feeling my eyes burn with tears. I know what he did was out of love and to do good, but why does it have to result in death? I saw Lucien before it happened, I saw the sadness and the horrible state he was in. I haven't been able to bring myself to see him since. Its not that I blame him, but I'm scared that seeing him might be more of a reminder than I can take.

I haven't used my powers since Lúgh died, I don't want to. Two that I loved gone in less than a month. and me with this power, I couldn't do a single thing except feel them go and feel the emptiness that's left in their place. Whats the use? When I get to the school house I don't feel much like company so instead of sitting out front, I go around back to the playground and sit in the swing. Though the air is cool, the sun is out and I don't mind. Even the sun does little for the chill inside me that took hold the night Lúgh died. Except for that one night not long ago when I woke up crying and feverish after dreaming of a beautiful, bright, warm, light, nothing has much of an affect. I can't even drink whiskey without it reminding me of him. As I swing, I'm relieved as my thoughts shift to a safer topic, the upcoming school tests. Not fun, but with all of the new students, its a good way to check progress and see where everyone is at. Leaning my head against the rope, I think of the test and what questions I'll ask.

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[identity profile] lilith-qliphah.livejournal.com
Sunday, November 15th.
Day 168
Night


After leaving the two to sort out their little fight, I returned to my garden. Sick and heavy from the poison growing within my form. I knew what it was, what he had done. But never like that, something had gone wrong. As the only female of my kind, I was gifted with the ability to bring new life, but never at the price of my own. He is no better than the first or the rest, using me to serve his own needs. I expelled that poison into my garden and watched as among a thick patch of tiger lilies, a small human-like creature appeared, an infant. My own human form came back as I lay on the grass, next to the lilies and newborn.

Just one. Not one-hundred but one, just a small single one, made of flesh, blood and bone. I knew what he did when I felt it stir and move inside me, but how is it possible that this little creature is his and mine? We have been many things, him and I, but among them, human was never one. Oh My Marbas, what have you done?. Then a small pathetic meww issues from her mouth and when I draw her to my breast, she purrs, like him. Tiny hands knead at my breast as needle sharp teeth bite down, mixing blood with milk and flame, and even in my anger, I smile, she's mine.

I know Iblis didn't end my Marbas, we would have felt it, her and I. I have see neither him nor Iblis since that night, nor do I wish to. Long ago, I turned my back on all that I loved rather than become a slave, and once again, I am done. But I find that even now I wait, wait for them to come like they used to, come and take her away, to join with the rest of the little lights that once, when I was young, held me enthralled. Not one-hundred this time,not even two, just this tiny, single, one.

We have not moved from our bed of grass and lilies, her curled content in my arms as I stare down at her, wondering at her human body and what went wrong. Of course she's perfect, skin as soft as petals, hair red, and eyes as blue as flame, but the human body is not a guise or a shell, she has no other form, yet she is not harmed by my flame. She seems to like it as a matter of fact. Perhaps its because it is warm or from which she was born. Regardless, none of mine have ever turned out like this,small, weak or frail. Maybe that is why they have not come to take her away like the rest, their light is part of her too. Nobody else will bother us here,Here she is safe, the garden is hidden and will protect her as it does me, she is a part of it now. I feel her drifting off and feeling her fatigue as if it were my own, I too drift off to sleep with her still purring and suckling, wrapped tightly in my arms.

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[identity profile] lilith-qliphah.livejournal.com
Sunday, November 15th.
Day 168
Night


After leaving the two to sort out their little fight, I returned to my garden. Sick and heavy from the poison growing within my form. I knew what it was, what he had done. But never like that, something had gone wrong. As the only female of my kind, I was gifted with the ability to bring new life, but never at the price of my own. He is no better than the first or the rest, using me to serve his own needs. I expelled that poison into my garden and watched as among a thick patch of tiger lilies, a small human-like creature appeared, an infant. My own human form came back as I lay on the grass, next to the lilies and newborn.

Just one. Not one-hundred but one, just a small single one, made of flesh, blood and bone. I knew what he did when I felt it stir and move inside me, but how is it possible that this little creature is his and mine? We have been many things, him and I, but among them, human was never one. Oh My Marbas, what have you done?. Then a small pathetic meww issues from her mouth and when I draw her to my breast, she purrs, like him. Tiny hands knead at my breast as needle sharp teeth bite down, mixing blood with milk and flame, and even in my anger, I smile, she's mine.

I know Iblis didn't end my Marbas, we would have felt it, her and I. I have see neither him nor Iblis since that night, nor do I wish to. Long ago, I turned my back on all that I loved rather than become a slave, and once again, I am done. But I find that even now I wait, wait for them to come like they used to, come and take her away, to join with the rest of the little lights that once, when I was young, held me enthralled. Not one-hundred this time,not even two, just this tiny, single, one.

We have not moved from our bed of grass and lilies, her curled content in my arms as I stare down at her, wondering at her human body and what went wrong. Of course she's perfect, skin as soft as petals, hair red, and eyes as blue as flame, but the human body is not a guise or a shell, she has no other form, yet she is not harmed by my flame. She seems to like it as a matter of fact. Perhaps its because it is warm or from which she was born. Regardless, none of mine have ever turned out like this,small, weak or frail. Maybe that is why they have not come to take her away like the rest, their light is part of her too. Nobody else will bother us here,Here she is safe, the garden is hidden and will protect her as it does me, she is a part of it now. I feel her drifting off and feeling her fatigue as if it were my own, I too drift off to sleep with her still purring and suckling, wrapped tightly in my arms.

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[identity profile] glass-beddau.livejournal.com
[Mid-afternoon on Friday, November 13 (day 166)]
[Tavern of Hell]


've found I like the early afternoons here. No-one's really around, and the day's bright enough in the street outside to see by without bothering over lights, angled up along Silk and turning the window into a mirror from the outside. Folk'll probably be coming in--think it's Friday, not a bad day to knock off early--but for the moment it's quiet, and I can stand in the back tossing darts and thinking.

I've not had much to do of late. It's a little strange... I can't quite remember when I was out last. Not Wednesday, surely. Though I can't recall if I went down to Simon's on Tuesday or Thursday, bland bright chill days bracketing the rain.

And we're going down into winter again, and for all the time since I left Swansight, I'm yet going over those who live in town and wondering which of them'll not live to see spring. Pull the handful of darts out of the board, and sit down at the table with my head on one hand, sipping my drink and gazing out at the Tavern and the street beyond.

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[identity profile] glass-beddau.livejournal.com
[Mid-afternoon on Friday, November 13 (day 166)]
[Tavern of Hell]


've found I like the early afternoons here. No-one's really around, and the day's bright enough in the street outside to see by without bothering over lights, angled up along Silk and turning the window into a mirror from the outside. Folk'll probably be coming in--think it's Friday, not a bad day to knock off early--but for the moment it's quiet, and I can stand in the back tossing darts and thinking.

I've not had much to do of late. It's a little strange... I can't quite remember when I was out last. Not Wednesday, surely. Though I can't recall if I went down to Simon's on Tuesday or Thursday, bland bright chill days bracketing the rain.

And we're going down into winter again, and for all the time since I left Swansight, I'm yet going over those who live in town and wondering which of them'll not live to see spring. Pull the handful of darts out of the board, and sit down at the table with my head on one hand, sipping my drink and gazing out at the Tavern and the street beyond.

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[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Tuesday, November 10th)
(Just past sunset, The woods outside of town)


Excolo. 

Truly, I may never had come back if it were not for My Lady Lilith.  Perhaps I could have called her to me, but I told her I would come find her as soon as I was freed.  I am sure she will be cross with me for not coming right to her, but I was weak in her eyes once.
Never again. 

I am strong now.  I am Marbas, commander of legions, Prince of Hell.   I will never forget that again.  I will never wonder or lament on the  regrets or 'what if's'.  I may have been a Master of Light once...
but it was eon's ago.  No turning back, only looking forward.

I open a massive clawed hand, and the Creator's light shimmers in my palm.  Soon it will be gone.  Soon I will expend it all, in one vain attempt to show Ahura Mazda exactly what I think of his Divine word and laugh in his face.  
I will undo what he wrought.....

With a feline's grin, I circle the town, then descend on massive wings of fire, landing in a clearing in the woods.    I throw back my head and roar, sending my energy rolling out through the woods.  Animals flee in the shock-wave of my call, and those in the houses at the edges of the forest huddle in their beds in fear. 

I trumpet my call again, and wait.
She will come.

(Closed)
(Caution!  Sex and probably violence ahead)

[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Tuesday, November 10th)
(Just past sunset, The woods outside of town)


Excolo. 

Truly, I may never had come back if it were not for My Lady Lilith.  Perhaps I could have called her to me, but I told her I would come find her as soon as I was freed.  I am sure she will be cross with me for not coming right to her, but I was weak in her eyes once.
Never again. 

I am strong now.  I am Marbas, commander of legions, Prince of Hell.   I will never forget that again.  I will never wonder or lament on the  regrets or 'what if's'.  I may have been a Master of Light once...
but it was eon's ago.  No turning back, only looking forward.

I open a massive clawed hand, and the Creator's light shimmers in my palm.  Soon it will be gone.  Soon I will expend it all, in one vain attempt to show Ahura Mazda exactly what I think of his Divine word and laugh in his face.  
I will undo what he wrought.....

With a feline's grin, I circle the town, then descend on massive wings of fire, landing in a clearing in the woods.    I throw back my head and roar, sending my energy rolling out through the woods.  Animals flee in the shock-wave of my call, and those in the houses at the edges of the forest huddle in their beds in fear. 

I trumpet my call again, and wait.
She will come.

(Closed)
(Caution!  Sex and probably violence ahead)

[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Monday, November 9th)
(Far from Excolo
)

I couldn't leave Excolo fast enough.  Of course, my first thought was to seek out my Lady Lilith.  But in my weakened state...?  No.  that would never do.   Instead, I drifted out of town, siphoning energy from those that I passed.  Just a little, not enough to harm anyone, or more to say, be apparent and obvious.   A little here, a little there....

Until there was enough that I was able to keep a physical shape.  A lion walked the roads out of town that night, padding along silently with no direction.  But I realized I had a direction... a faint energy pulling me, growing stronger as I traveled.   As dawn broke the sky, I came upon a sign:  Mt. Zion, populat-- , but it was too badly damaged to read the rest.  I know this town, know the name, but how?  Where? 
Oh!  Thats right!  The little girl... Alice!  She was from here!  Well, this should be interesting.

Not interesting....  not anything.  There's nothing left.  No habitable buildings, the one's on the outskirts of town damaged beyond repair, the ones closest to the center, obliterated, just shells or timbers.  No people either.  The living, if there were any, had feld, and the rest, dead.   I can feel their lingering energies around bits of shattered and charred bones the closer I get to the epicenter of the energy.  Mt. Zion looks as if a bomb were dropped in the center of town.  Little Alice, what did they do to you?  What did they try to do to you?  What did you wreak on them for thier ignorance and fear?  I would have pondered on it more, but there was still energy coiled in the burnt ground, energy wavering over the dead.  I soak it all in, drawing it into myself....
until I was stronger.  Until I could shift again, and take flight as a winged demon.

I headed south, down to the gulf coast.  To the remains of a grand city once known as New Orleans.  The apocalypse came and went, and the known world shuddered and unmade itself... but after a tragedy in the early twenty-first century, the engeneers of the government got it right.  With the urgings of President Jean-Pierre Eastwood, former governor of Lousiana, they rebuilt the levee that kept the Cresent City safe... and it held, even after the end of the world.  I head there, and taking the form of a firey lion, stroll down the streets past the cities of the dead.  The superstitious know me here.  Call me a God.  Give me tribute and worship.  So that is were I have spent my time since my release from Lucien.  Walking amongst the faithful, the damned... lording over their voodun ceremonies and fire dances, gathering all the energy I can.

But I am stronger now... almost back to my full potential.  It is time for me to return to Excolo.  Return to my Lilith.  And to rid myself of the last of my Light I have kept hoarded within me.  I will no longer need it.  I will never regret again.  I will show Ahura Mazda I have rejected him completely... and laugh at his divine word.  I will use his own Light against him...     

It is time.  

With a determination I have never known, I take to the skies and head north.  Back to Excolo.

(Closed)
[identity profile] marbasthefallen.livejournal.com
(Monday, November 9th)
(Far from Excolo
)

I couldn't leave Excolo fast enough.  Of course, my first thought was to seek out my Lady Lilith.  But in my weakened state...?  No.  that would never do.   Instead, I drifted out of town, siphoning energy from those that I passed.  Just a little, not enough to harm anyone, or more to say, be apparent and obvious.   A little here, a little there....

Until there was enough that I was able to keep a physical shape.  A lion walked the roads out of town that night, padding along silently with no direction.  But I realized I had a direction... a faint energy pulling me, growing stronger as I traveled.   As dawn broke the sky, I came upon a sign:  Mt. Zion, populat-- , but it was too badly damaged to read the rest.  I know this town, know the name, but how?  Where? 
Oh!  Thats right!  The little girl... Alice!  She was from here!  Well, this should be interesting.

Not interesting....  not anything.  There's nothing left.  No habitable buildings, the one's on the outskirts of town damaged beyond repair, the ones closest to the center, obliterated, just shells or timbers.  No people either.  The living, if there were any, had feld, and the rest, dead.   I can feel their lingering energies around bits of shattered and charred bones the closer I get to the epicenter of the energy.  Mt. Zion looks as if a bomb were dropped in the center of town.  Little Alice, what did they do to you?  What did they try to do to you?  What did you wreak on them for thier ignorance and fear?  I would have pondered on it more, but there was still energy coiled in the burnt ground, energy wavering over the dead.  I soak it all in, drawing it into myself....
until I was stronger.  Until I could shift again, and take flight as a winged demon.

I headed south, down to the gulf coast.  To the remains of a grand city once known as New Orleans.  The apocalypse came and went, and the known world shuddered and unmade itself... but after a tragedy in the early twenty-first century, the engeneers of the government got it right.  With the urgings of President Jean-Pierre Eastwood, former governor of Lousiana, they rebuilt the levee that kept the Cresent City safe... and it held, even after the end of the world.  I head there, and taking the form of a firey lion, stroll down the streets past the cities of the dead.  The superstitious know me here.  Call me a God.  Give me tribute and worship.  So that is were I have spent my time since my release from Lucien.  Walking amongst the faithful, the damned... lording over their voodun ceremonies and fire dances, gathering all the energy I can.

But I am stronger now... almost back to my full potential.  It is time for me to return to Excolo.  Return to my Lilith.  And to rid myself of the last of my Light I have kept hoarded within me.  I will no longer need it.  I will never regret again.  I will show Ahura Mazda I have rejected him completely... and laugh at his divine word.  I will use his own Light against him...     

It is time.  

With a determination I have never known, I take to the skies and head north.  Back to Excolo.

(Closed)

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