It's like meeting God without dying.

[nansekam.livejournal.com]

Monday, 19th April, morning

Had a lot on my mind since we all woke up. Trying to put a brave face on it for the community, but I keep coming back to it - what if Nanshe really is dead? I remember the dream I had where the pelican died, and I reckoned that'd be against the Tower but what if I was wrong?

People's spirits have been low all round. We've been trying to keep the juniors and the novices as busy as possible. And Ash has become the Abbot now. Reckon it's for the best. Need an official leader, cos Oya's never coming back. I was nominated, but I turned the nomination down. Didn't want a vote divided between me and Ash, and anywa, it's not the job I want. Ash's good at all that organisation stuff, really good, and he's got a calmer temper than me. Reckon he'll do a top job.

Bloody tired today, cos I've been doing a lot of dreaming these past couple of weeks, trying to see if I can find any sign of our Lady. No luck as yet. And now here I am at my loom, and I keep going wrong. Sigh and reset the shuttle.

[Open to Nanshe]

It's like meeting God without dying.

[nansekam.livejournal.com]

Monday, 19th April, morning

Had a lot on my mind since we all woke up. Trying to put a brave face on it for the community, but I keep coming back to it - what if Nanshe really is dead? I remember the dream I had where the pelican died, and I reckoned that'd be against the Tower but what if I was wrong?

People's spirits have been low all round. We've been trying to keep the juniors and the novices as busy as possible. And Ash has become the Abbot now. Reckon it's for the best. Need an official leader, cos Oya's never coming back. I was nominated, but I turned the nomination down. Didn't want a vote divided between me and Ash, and anywa, it's not the job I want. Ash's good at all that organisation stuff, really good, and he's got a calmer temper than me. Reckon he'll do a top job.

Bloody tired today, cos I've been doing a lot of dreaming these past couple of weeks, trying to see if I can find any sign of our Lady. No luck as yet. And now here I am at my loom, and I keep going wrong. Sigh and reset the shuttle.

[Open to Nanshe]