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estdeus_innobisWednesday, 24th of September
The Abbey
With one thing and another it takes me a few days to actually get out here. My fear about that little pile of mirror pieces turned out to be justified. It seems like every one of them turned into something like that nightmare that followed me out of my dream. So I sent out a call and only a few of them bothered to show up. Those that did, at least take orders willingly and one of my first such was to tell them to find and bring back any of their siblings that can. I then conjured a big jar with scenes done in the Greek style for them to gather and wait for me in.
Almost as disturbing is the difficulty I am having in waking up these days. And how I'm always so tired while awake. At first when the pain was fresh this was easy to explain. And I was spending so much of my time asleep and dreaming. And It's not like Dorian would fire me just for not being able to work right now. I did send him a note right after I woke up that first day after the gate closed. So that's all right, for now. The salve is working and the pain is pretty much gone, leaving an itch in its place. It still looks bad and may look worse when it starts peeling. but I have beenassured that it should heal up just fine. I'm still a bit worried about my voice but I've been drinking lots of tea with honey when i'm awake so it should hopefully be alright. I hope.
And there was the wake for the doctor. I went because I felt that i should, but I felt so uncomfortable most of the evening. Some of it was guilt, for not stopping Icelus sooner. And some of it was because I hardly knew him. He seemed like a nice guy. And people in this town really liked him. And he was the only other guy in town with hair anywhere near as long as mine, let along longer, which I think it might have been.
I decided in the end that maybe I should have this discussion outside of the dreamlands as I would rather not have to deal with the nightmares during it. if Nanse-kam wants to see them I can show him later. It's very nice to still have at least one friend who can enter the dreamlands pretty much at will like I can. ( I still miss Nanshe)
I walk into the abbey and call out, "Hello?"
[Open to Nanse-Kam]
The Abbey
With one thing and another it takes me a few days to actually get out here. My fear about that little pile of mirror pieces turned out to be justified. It seems like every one of them turned into something like that nightmare that followed me out of my dream. So I sent out a call and only a few of them bothered to show up. Those that did, at least take orders willingly and one of my first such was to tell them to find and bring back any of their siblings that can. I then conjured a big jar with scenes done in the Greek style for them to gather and wait for me in.
Almost as disturbing is the difficulty I am having in waking up these days. And how I'm always so tired while awake. At first when the pain was fresh this was easy to explain. And I was spending so much of my time asleep and dreaming. And It's not like Dorian would fire me just for not being able to work right now. I did send him a note right after I woke up that first day after the gate closed. So that's all right, for now. The salve is working and the pain is pretty much gone, leaving an itch in its place. It still looks bad and may look worse when it starts peeling. but I have beenassured that it should heal up just fine. I'm still a bit worried about my voice but I've been drinking lots of tea with honey when i'm awake so it should hopefully be alright. I hope.
And there was the wake for the doctor. I went because I felt that i should, but I felt so uncomfortable most of the evening. Some of it was guilt, for not stopping Icelus sooner. And some of it was because I hardly knew him. He seemed like a nice guy. And people in this town really liked him. And he was the only other guy in town with hair anywhere near as long as mine, let along longer, which I think it might have been.
I decided in the end that maybe I should have this discussion outside of the dreamlands as I would rather not have to deal with the nightmares during it. if Nanse-kam wants to see them I can show him later. It's very nice to still have at least one friend who can enter the dreamlands pretty much at will like I can. ( I still miss Nanshe)
I walk into the abbey and call out, "Hello?"
[Open to Nanse-Kam]
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