"I have no doubt of - ah! - of that." He hasn't forgiven me; he doesn't forgive. He hates me for what I did. He will hurt me, in one way or another, a very great deal.
But for now his teeth are digging into my skin, and I tilt my head to let him bite me. My hand is on the back of his head, lightly holding him. It's like a caress, though it isn't.
I can remember enough to know that I have never had much sense in situations like this.
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Date: 2011-11-07 12:07 am (UTC)"I have no doubt of - ah! - of that." He hasn't forgiven me; he doesn't forgive. He hates me for what I did. He will hurt me, in one way or another, a very great deal.
But for now his teeth are digging into my skin, and I tilt my head to let him bite me. My hand is on the back of his head, lightly holding him. It's like a caress, though it isn't.
I can remember enough to know that I have never had much sense in situations like this.