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[Mid-morning, Friday October 30th, day 152]
[The Miskatonic]
I have not seen Lucien or Wanda since that horrible evening two days ago. Thinking back on it, I still can hardly believe that Lucien would be so very cruel, to say such things to Wanda...and I can only assume since he has not come by to see me that he has not yet apologized to her. Or perhaps she has not let him apologize. I would not blame her if she has not.
The true shame of it is that I understand what he was saying...that Wanda is perhaps rushing into this relationship with Kent, that she has made some poor decisions of late...but he had no right to say what he did, and no matter what he says to me, I know that the majority of the venom came from his own jealousy, his own unwillingness to share. No, no matter what Lucien's concerns are, he must first deal with his own baser emotions before he begins to address Wanda's problems.
I should go and visit her...see if she is well, if she needs me...and I think that I will do so this weekend. But today, I found that I wished to be alone for a time, to collect my thoughts and enjoy some time to myself. And so I gently begged off breakfast at home, and instead collected my book and my cane and made my way to Main Street, to the Miskatonic cafe. Tulzcha seats me at a small table in the corner and takes my order, and after she leaves I sip tea and try to lose myself in my book.
I find, however, that I cannot concentrate. Lucien's words, and the look in Wanda's eyes, keep intruding into my mind. Finally with a sigh, I set the book aside. Outside, the day is grey, with the autumn sun barely peeking through the billowing clouds. I wonder idly if it will rain later.
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[The Miskatonic]
I have not seen Lucien or Wanda since that horrible evening two days ago. Thinking back on it, I still can hardly believe that Lucien would be so very cruel, to say such things to Wanda...and I can only assume since he has not come by to see me that he has not yet apologized to her. Or perhaps she has not let him apologize. I would not blame her if she has not.
The true shame of it is that I understand what he was saying...that Wanda is perhaps rushing into this relationship with Kent, that she has made some poor decisions of late...but he had no right to say what he did, and no matter what he says to me, I know that the majority of the venom came from his own jealousy, his own unwillingness to share. No, no matter what Lucien's concerns are, he must first deal with his own baser emotions before he begins to address Wanda's problems.
I should go and visit her...see if she is well, if she needs me...and I think that I will do so this weekend. But today, I found that I wished to be alone for a time, to collect my thoughts and enjoy some time to myself. And so I gently begged off breakfast at home, and instead collected my book and my cane and made my way to Main Street, to the Miskatonic cafe. Tulzcha seats me at a small table in the corner and takes my order, and after she leaves I sip tea and try to lose myself in my book.
I find, however, that I cannot concentrate. Lucien's words, and the look in Wanda's eyes, keep intruding into my mind. Finally with a sigh, I set the book aside. Outside, the day is grey, with the autumn sun barely peeking through the billowing clouds. I wonder idly if it will rain later.
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Date: 2009-07-17 05:41 pm (UTC)The Miskatonic Cafe seems like my kinda place. It looks all lovely and warm from the outside, and there's a cold, shivery wind on the road that I'm keen to get out of. I push open the door and glance around, noting a pretty young lady sitting by herself with a book. She looks like those ladies Grand-mama used to talk about, those geishas. Always thought it'd be a treat to meet one in person, they always seemed so elegant to my eye. 'Course, I'm a bit rough m'self, so's most anything would seem elegant.
I order a pot of jasmine tea (gotta see how they do it every place I go, it's a bit o' an obsession) and settle in to an armchair, wishing I'd brought a book m'self. It'd sure make me less conspicuous, I guess.
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Date: 2009-07-17 06:17 pm (UTC)She orders tea...jasmine, ah!...and sits. For a moment, our eyes meet, and I nod to her, smiling.
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Date: 2009-07-17 06:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-17 08:24 pm (UTC)Ah, so she is new to town. "Hello Chantal," I say to her, offering her my hand. "Please do sit. My name is Miao-Shan Lei, but please call me Miao." The scent of jasmine tea reaches my nose and makes my smile grow. "Company is always welcome, and I am very glad to meet new folk, especially those new to our little town."
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Date: 2009-07-17 09:07 pm (UTC)"Have ya been here long, then? An' would ya care for some tea?" I lean closer and grin, murmuring, "Mine's better" in a mischief-filled undertone. Aye, but it's been too long since I shared a teapot with a lady friend. "But there's no way I can drink this whole pot by m'self, so feel free to share some."
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Date: 2009-07-18 05:53 pm (UTC)"I would love some tea, thank you. Jasmine is a particular favourite of mine," I say, smiling as she fills my cup. "I have not been here long...I came here for breakfast. Have you eaten?" I am assuming that she meant here at the cafe, but perhaps she meant here in town? "Or did you mean in town?" I laugh some, "If that is so, I have been here for two years...almost three, now. I never did intend to stay for so long...but this town has a way of drawing folk. It is my home now." and forever, I suspect.
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Date: 2009-07-19 12:14 am (UTC)"I came here for breakfast. Have you eaten?"</i/ she says, and I chuckle softly. Not what I meant, but t'was my fault for not makin' m'self crystal. "I haven't eaten, but a bit o' somethin' wouldn't go amiss. What would ya recommend?" She tells me she's been here for two, almost three years, and I make a small "Huh" noise. Sounds like this town's got a magic to 't, and I wouldn't be amiss if I said I could feel it a wee bit, just a shimmering to the place. 'Course I don't truck with that kind of magic no more, but it don't make the ability go away. "What do you do for work?" I ask. She's so elegant looking, I can't imagine what she must occupy her time doin'.
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Date: 2009-07-19 03:21 pm (UTC)"Anything that Tulzcha makes is wonderful. But the crepes are particularly delicious, I think," I smile. "She makes them with fresh fruit and milk and butter. They are quite exquisite. That is what I will be having, I think. And the tea should complement them perfectly."
"What do you do for work?" Chantal says, with a quick glance at my clothes and my hands. I suppose she must wonder, since she must have visited most of the shops and I do not look as though I do manual labour of any kind.
I take a sip of tea before I respond. "I own Follow Me Boy," I say to her. I understand well that she may avoid me after this, but I will not hide my profession from any. "I am a courtesan."
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Date: 2009-07-19 03:33 pm (UTC)I blink at her slowly as she mentions her profession. 'Course it's none of my business what she does for a living, but she seems so kind that I can't 'magine her bein' a common whore. And she did say "courtesan." Seems my very own grand-mama had an acquaintance who plied that trade, an' she was as elegant and honest about it as the lady sittin' before me now. Miao's honesty's impressive, sure enough. I smile at her, showin' her I mean no ill will. "Well, s'not for me to be sayin' what ya should be doin' with your life, an' if'n it makes ya happy, then so much the better. Now let's get some grub, eh?"
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Date: 2009-07-20 06:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-19 07:38 pm (UTC)See Miss Miao at one of the tables with a woman I don't recognize but who smells a little of hot metal when I draw close, kind of like Hux when she's been hammering out an engine all day. "Hey," I say cheerfully to Miao. "How've you been? Just figured I'd stop by and say hi. I'm Zann, Teriexa Zann, just Zann is fine," I add to the other woman, holding out my hand.
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Date: 2009-07-19 09:03 pm (UTC)I see the way that her face changes when I tell her my profession. It is something that I am well used to. If she should choose to leave now, I would bear her no ill-will. But she does not leave, and after a moment her smile returns, "Well, s'not for me to be sayin' what ya should be doin' with your life, an' if'n it makes ya happy, then so much the better. Now let's get some grub, eh?"
I am about to smile and agree when I see a familiar figure making her way over to us. "Hey, how've you been? Just figured I'd stop by and say hi. I'm Zann, Teriexa Zann, just Zann is fine,"
"Hello Zann!" I say, pleased to see her. It has been entirely too long since she and I last met. "I am very well, and how are you?" She is animated as usual, but there is a sadness in her eyes that was not there at our last meeting, and it makes me worry some. "This is Chantal Bodine, she is new to town. Chantal, this is Zann. She works at the Carnival."
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Date: 2009-07-20 11:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-21 01:41 am (UTC)"Ah, you know. Winter coming in, work piling up, life basically good." And it is, it really really is. Grin at her introduction to Chantal--nice hands, rougher than mine, and that says something right there.
"An' what's your trade at the Carnival? Haven't made my way over there yet, but it did look like a fun time. How do you two know each other? An' pardon the bevy of questions, but would ya like some tea? There's 'nough here for one more cup, methinks."
Oh, I think I like her.
"Ah, no pardons, and yeah, I'd love some," I say, dropping happily into one of the chairs. "I'm keep the rides running sweet down at the Carnavale, and you should absolutely make it down if you get the chance. Heart-stopping entertainment, miracles and magic, witchery and wire-acts. Come by the Carousel, she's my baby and she runs like a dream. Older than the Apocalypse, if you go on the whole grandfather's axe theory." I pause to take a sip of tea and glance to Miao, trying to remember--
Oh, right, the elevator! Don't know if Chantal knows what Miao does yet, so I leave that out. "I ran into this guy--name of Larry, he's the priest of the new church, but he was street preaching back then--and we were talking, and he said Miss Miao's home had an elevator, so I wrangled an introduction outta him. Nice guy, seems a bit shaky sometimes, but nice." I grin. "Also the Doc used to be with us, and he mentioned her to me."
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Date: 2009-07-21 01:59 am (UTC)"I've not met the Doc yet, but he seems like the kind of man I'd warrant being' introduced to at some point." I sip my tea, t'inking of flagging down a waitress to order my crepes. "I'm a blacksmith m'self. I make all kinds o' things, but I specialize in daggers and shiny things, jewellery and such. I never could figure out the complications of a gummed up motor, though, so credit to ya for bein' that smart." I like her happy attitude, and she's right pretty in a kinda brass way.
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Date: 2009-07-21 02:38 am (UTC)I smile, remembering the day that Zann and I met, but the mention of Lucien causes a quick stab of pain in my heart. "The elevator is a thing of wonder. My life would not have been near so easy without it. And we also saw each other at Wanda's party, Zann, remember?" Such a wondrous night...oh, Lucien, why?
Chantal speaks of her work as a smith and a jewelsmith, and I smile, "Perhaps I can see your work sometime, Chantal. I am always interested in seeing new pieces." Chantal beckons the waitress over, and she and I both order crepes. I glance at Zann, "Would you like to have breakfast with us, Zann?"
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Date: 2009-07-21 02:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-21 06:07 pm (UTC)And Miao's talking, all poise and subtle shine, but there's a quick pang in her eyes, sharp and gone like the quick snap of a spring breaking. God, I hope the Doc's okay, and Karina too. "The elevator is a thing of wonder. My life would not have been near so easy without it. And we also saw each other at Wanda's party, Zann, remember?"
"I remember," I say, smiling, and then to Chantal, gesturing with the tea cup, "Wanda owns the Dormouse--the tea shop? She's a really nice lady, and the way she sings--oh, hey, it's something else." Gesture towards the jukebox playing church music, all the deep slow orchestra of meaning, up against one wall. "This town's amazing for music, you know. Two jukes, and an organ in the Abbey."
Miao and Chantal are talking about her jewelry, and I grin, and then the waitress comes over and Miao asks me to join them and oh, hey, so not turning that down. I'm really getting zero grief over the carnie thing from Chantal and I like Miao, I really really do. "Oh, that'd be great," I say, smiling. "Can I get--oh, it's breakfast. Omelette, I guess? And toast, and coffee."
"What else is good to drink here?" Chantal says finishing her tea. "I feel somethin' like guilt bringin' in my own teapot to a cafe."
"I swear by the coffee," I say cheerfully. "I know she's got juice, too--apple and pear and things like that--and milk... I don't drink a lot besides coffee and water, usually," I explain.
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Date: 2009-07-22 09:31 pm (UTC)Zann chatters earnestly about Wanda and singing and music, music from subject to subject in the space of breathes, and agrees to join us for breakfast. Her eyes have returned to their usual brightness, and I am glad. I like Zann, and am glad of her company, her enthusiasm and openness. When Chantal asks what else there is to drink here, Zann jumps in to suggest the coffee.
"At this time of year there is also fresh apple cider," I smile, "which is quite excellent. You would like it too, I think, Zann." I glance at the waitress, "The apple crepes, please. With cream." My mouth waters at the very thought.