As the children laugh
Feb. 7th, 2012 12:45 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
[Saturday, June 19th (day 384)]
[Late into the night, the Whitechapel and beyond]
I'm awake. I shouldn't be, I know, it's pretty late now and the world's asleep. But the stars, the stars are singing, and I'm humming when I should be sleeping. There are pictures in my head, too, to keep me awake. I would try to shake them away, I would try to pay attention to going to sleep, to doing like I should, but I don't.
It's a game, closing my eyes and making up all sorts of things. Like dreaming, but not as scary because I'm in charge of what happens. My new favorites are the ones with ships. I've never been on a ship or seen a castle or anything like that, but there are pictures on the fronts of the books that I'm learning to read. And oh the adventures that live inside.
My stories are never exactly like the books, though. I don't really know what a princess is, or why she's gotta be saved all the time, and sometimes people just seem to wanna fight each other over silly things, but there are parts I like. I take those parts and mix them up and that's where my stories come from.
Tonight, though, I can't seem to find anything I like. I think and I think and everything just says no, that's very boring, we've heard that one before. A world of no and I'm finally sitting up with a sigh. Maybe that's the problem, yes. Maybe that's what the stars are singing about, why I feel so fidgety and itchy in my skin.
Maybe the time for stories is over.
I find my shoes, because Valmont'll get sore if I'm out barefoot, and my robe, because it might be cold out, but I don't put anything on until I've tiptoed down the stairs, just as quiet as can be we are, and I'm out back. It is chilly, so it's nice I remembered the robe. I slip into the stables, and it's all hay smell and whatever nice things horses dream about, floating in the air. I'm just as quiet as before, up to the room above.
It's dark, everywhere's dark, but I can see okay if I pay attention, and when I can't see so well, I feel around until I know where I am. I don't need to see, anyway, to know Micah's there. I can just feel him there, sleeping. It's a nice peaceful sort of feel. And then I crouch down beside him, hand on his shoulder. "Micah," I whisper, starting to grin a little. "Wanna go on an adventure?"
[Open to Tez, and later Gaueko]
[Closed and continued here.
[Late into the night, the Whitechapel and beyond]
I'm awake. I shouldn't be, I know, it's pretty late now and the world's asleep. But the stars, the stars are singing, and I'm humming when I should be sleeping. There are pictures in my head, too, to keep me awake. I would try to shake them away, I would try to pay attention to going to sleep, to doing like I should, but I don't.
It's a game, closing my eyes and making up all sorts of things. Like dreaming, but not as scary because I'm in charge of what happens. My new favorites are the ones with ships. I've never been on a ship or seen a castle or anything like that, but there are pictures on the fronts of the books that I'm learning to read. And oh the adventures that live inside.
My stories are never exactly like the books, though. I don't really know what a princess is, or why she's gotta be saved all the time, and sometimes people just seem to wanna fight each other over silly things, but there are parts I like. I take those parts and mix them up and that's where my stories come from.
Tonight, though, I can't seem to find anything I like. I think and I think and everything just says no, that's very boring, we've heard that one before. A world of no and I'm finally sitting up with a sigh. Maybe that's the problem, yes. Maybe that's what the stars are singing about, why I feel so fidgety and itchy in my skin.
Maybe the time for stories is over.
I find my shoes, because Valmont'll get sore if I'm out barefoot, and my robe, because it might be cold out, but I don't put anything on until I've tiptoed down the stairs, just as quiet as can be we are, and I'm out back. It is chilly, so it's nice I remembered the robe. I slip into the stables, and it's all hay smell and whatever nice things horses dream about, floating in the air. I'm just as quiet as before, up to the room above.
It's dark, everywhere's dark, but I can see okay if I pay attention, and when I can't see so well, I feel around until I know where I am. I don't need to see, anyway, to know Micah's there. I can just feel him there, sleeping. It's a nice peaceful sort of feel. And then I crouch down beside him, hand on his shoulder. "Micah," I whisper, starting to grin a little. "Wanna go on an adventure?"
[Closed and continued here.