"I don't care if she's worried about it." Damn it. That came out a little too honest, didn't it? "I'm being selfish. And I know I'm being selfish, but there's nothing for it." I wish I could go back to being annoyed. It was much easier than this, whatever this is.
I sigh. "I'm not a father. I mean, there wasn't actually a-- They died." Which is a very nice way of putting things. Very polite. "I fucked it up, and I don't want to do that again."
This is all getting rather pathetic. "If she's even mine. Which is barely even a possibility. Don't know why I'm even going on about it." Except that I can't help it. And that bothers me. "She's just stubborn, you know? Glass is. She doesn't... She doesn't actually need me."
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Date: 2012-11-11 02:17 am (UTC)I sigh. "I'm not a father. I mean, there wasn't actually a-- They died." Which is a very nice way of putting things. Very polite. "I fucked it up, and I don't want to do that again."
This is all getting rather pathetic. "If she's even mine. Which is barely even a possibility. Don't know why I'm even going on about it." Except that I can't help it. And that bothers me. "She's just stubborn, you know? Glass is. She doesn't... She doesn't actually need me."