He leans over and puts his arm round my shoulders, I lean into him glad for his warmth. He kisses my hair and tells me, Eat your eggs before they get hard and he picks up the plate and offers it to me. I smile back and hand him my cup. I'm already cutting into the eggs as he asksDo you want me to come back tonight? The tone is a bit odd like he's trying to be casual about it but isn't. I sneak a glance his way but he's not looking at me.
"Yeah. I would like you to come back to me tonight. If it's- - Look if she really needs you to stay, then stay. But I would like..." I trail off and stuff a piece of egg in my mouth while I try to get it straight in my head so it'll make more sense when I try again. I feel guilty about wanting him to be here when from what he said Miao needs him as well and she's, well I'm not hurt like she is and was doing just fine before he came along. I don't need him; I just want him. "I miss you." Is what I finally say.
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
Date: 2011-06-18 07:54 pm (UTC)"Yeah. I would like you to come back to me tonight. If it's- - Look if she really needs you to stay, then stay. But I would like..." I trail off and stuff a piece of egg in my mouth while I try to get it straight in my head so it'll make more sense when I try again. I feel guilty about wanting him to be here when from what he said Miao needs him as well and she's, well I'm not hurt like she is and was doing just fine before he came along. I don't need him; I just want him. "I miss you." Is what I finally say.