"I dunno if 'appy's the right word." Can be 'onest with Genny's cos she ain't judgin' us. "It's 'ard, really is. But it was right, I reckon. Ain't never goin to be normal, but it's good not t'feel like freaks. Tirin', always bein' aware people're starin or trying 'ard not to."
"Yeah," I whisper back. "It's gotta be. Bein' apart and all. But if you think it's right, then it is."
"you seen Zann yet?"
Zann. Oh heck, Zann. I squirm on the bed, and can't look at neither of the gals. "No. I ain't. I…dunno if I done stuff when I was…you know, like that, that would've made her think…you know." Don't hardly know what I mean. Just don't want Zann to think bad things 'bout me. Syl said I was actin' like a lil kid, and I don't wanna act like a kid in front of Zann. Always wanted her to think I was a grownup…
"Don't 'member hardly none of it, and I hope I didn't do nothin' bad. But…if I didn't, then….I think I wanna see her?"
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Date: 2011-05-05 07:34 pm (UTC)"Yeah," I whisper back. "It's gotta be. Bein' apart and all. But if you think it's right, then it is."
"you seen Zann yet?"
Zann. Oh heck, Zann. I squirm on the bed, and can't look at neither of the gals. "No. I ain't. I…dunno if I done stuff when I was…you know, like that, that would've made her think…you know." Don't hardly know what I mean. Just don't want Zann to think bad things 'bout me. Syl said I was actin' like a lil kid, and I don't wanna act like a kid in front of Zann. Always wanted her to think I was a grownup…
"Don't 'member hardly none of it, and I hope I didn't do nothin' bad. But…if I didn't, then….I think I wanna see her?"