Been cleanin' most of the day. Can't figure out what all else to do and my place is a mess with all them pictures I done thrown every which way.
I went out to see Momma with Syl that first night I got back, and she cried and hugged me and that felt good. 'Cept all the way back people was starin' at me and whisperin' and pointin'. Wasn't as bad as the ones who tried to run up'n hug me. I'm sure they was just bein' nice and all but somehow it don't feel right.
So I'm stayin' in my trailer most days. It's all too confusin' to do nothin' else. I don't know where I been and I don't hardly know where I am. How can I talk to anyone? And I miss Tez so bad it hurts sometimes.
I can feel him in the paintings when I sort 'em out. It's his power that helped me make 'em. I can tell. I can feel it in my fingers whenever I touch the paint. Wish I could remember us paintin' 'em together. Wish I knew where these stars were…
There's a knock, and I peek out the window and catch a little bit of blonde hair on two heads and oh heck, I know who that is! Ain't hardly nobody I'd wanna see now but I do wanna see the twins!
Go over to the door and fling it open with a big grin. "Oh, hey gals, come on in - "
And then I stop.
They're separate. There's two of 'em in two separate bodies each with two legs'n two full-size arms'n they're standin' a couple inches apart.
Oh heck. Oh heck. What happened since I been gone? What happened?
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Date: 2011-04-21 10:14 pm (UTC)I went out to see Momma with Syl that first night I got back, and she cried and hugged me and that felt good. 'Cept all the way back people was starin' at me and whisperin' and pointin'. Wasn't as bad as the ones who tried to run up'n hug me. I'm sure they was just bein' nice and all but somehow it don't feel right.
So I'm stayin' in my trailer most days. It's all too confusin' to do nothin' else. I don't know where I been and I don't hardly know where I am. How can I talk to anyone? And I miss Tez so bad it hurts sometimes.
I can feel him in the paintings when I sort 'em out. It's his power that helped me make 'em. I can tell. I can feel it in my fingers whenever I touch the paint. Wish I could remember us paintin' 'em together. Wish I knew where these stars were…
There's a knock, and I peek out the window and catch a little bit of blonde hair on two heads and oh heck, I know who that is! Ain't hardly nobody I'd wanna see now but I do wanna see the twins!
Go over to the door and fling it open with a big grin. "Oh, hey gals, come on in - "
And then I stop.
They're separate. There's two of 'em in two separate bodies each with two legs'n two full-size arms'n they're standin' a couple inches apart.
Oh heck. Oh heck. What happened since I been gone? What happened?
Think my mouth's still open.