's like a stone falling into my head and settling all through me into my stomach. Almost want to laugh, though fuck knows why.
Thing is, what if he done it for a reason, all that stuff? What if I was right, that day with Miss Kaeli, when I felt like I'd got it wrong somehow and I'd misunderstood and it was my fault. Lovers growing old or deciding they can't handle such as us and leaving.
"I have to go," I say, missing my footing in the stirrup and damn near spooking Freya with being so shaky. "I'm sorry. I- I have to go."
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Date: 2009-05-22 09:19 pm (UTC)'s like a stone falling into my head and settling all through me into my stomach. Almost want to laugh, though fuck knows why.
Thing is, what if he done it for a reason, all that stuff? What if I was right, that day with Miss Kaeli, when I felt like I'd got it wrong somehow and I'd misunderstood and it was my fault. Lovers growing old or deciding they can't handle such as us and leaving.
"I have to go," I say, missing my footing in the stirrup and damn near spooking Freya with being so shaky. "I'm sorry. I- I have to go."