Dec. 23rd, 2009

[identity profile] syl-thorn.livejournal.com
[Early Afternoon, Wednesday December 9th; day 192]
[The junction of Silk Road and Main Street]



Found m’self gettin’ more’n more restless ‘ese days. Might be th’new magic runnin’ through m’veins. Might be worry fer Tez’n Tess ‘n m’twins. Might be keyed up over Lily…th’girls’t th’Grindhouse ‘re keepin’n eye out for’er, know’t I told’em who she wuz (soon’s I heard she hadn’t been ‘round ferra few days I spread th’word), an’ey swear ‘ey’ll tell me soon’s she gets back. Bu’s been a while now, an’ nobody’s seen’er, an’m startin’ t’wonder if’n she’s gone for good. In which case…bloody fuckin’ hell, I did alla’is fer nothin’? Guess’t might come in handy later, mebbe, but…tempted t’hunt’er down ‘n go after’er jes’ on bloody princ’ple.

Might be’at. Might even be Slaughterman. Might be alla th’bove. All’s I know izzat after th’mornin’ gath’rin’ (leaves shiny wit’ frost, drops’a frozen dew, last flower gone crystal wit’ ice…yeah, there’s some thin’s y’c’n only getting th’north) I couldn’t stand th’thought’a bein’ cooped uppin m’wagon workin’ for th’rest’a th’day. Figure’ll head inta town, mebbe swing by Tez’s place ‘n get ‘nother look attis truck, see if’n I c’n figure out where’m goin’ wrong wit’ th’damn heater (still gobblin’ fuel too damned fast t’be’ve any use; wish me’n Tess’d hadda chance t’really poke attit). Thinkin’ onnit, can’ ‘member th’last time I jes’ swung inta town. Mighta been th’time I met’at weird li’l blonde chick on th’bridge. Ages ago, dammit. Gonna hafta do better’n’at, I reckon, or’ll go crazy ‘fore winter ends.

But Tez ain’t ‘round, so th’truck’s out. Thought ‘bout goin’ by th’butcher shop, but dunno’t I should bother Simon while’e’s workin’. Tavern’s closed. Might go by th’café later, get some lunch ‘n some coffee, but ain’t puckish ‘nough ferrat yet. So I walk, take a look’t somma th’Christmas’n Solstice dec’rations people’re puttin’ up. No snow yet, but th’frost’s ling’rin’ on th’stonework an’ th’dead leaves in th’street. Pretty, innits way.

Find m’self whistlin’ azzi walk.

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[identity profile] syl-thorn.livejournal.com
[Early Afternoon, Wednesday December 9th; day 192]
[The junction of Silk Road and Main Street]



Found m’self gettin’ more’n more restless ‘ese days. Might be th’new magic runnin’ through m’veins. Might be worry fer Tez’n Tess ‘n m’twins. Might be keyed up over Lily…th’girls’t th’Grindhouse ‘re keepin’n eye out for’er, know’t I told’em who she wuz (soon’s I heard she hadn’t been ‘round ferra few days I spread th’word), an’ey swear ‘ey’ll tell me soon’s she gets back. Bu’s been a while now, an’ nobody’s seen’er, an’m startin’ t’wonder if’n she’s gone for good. In which case…bloody fuckin’ hell, I did alla’is fer nothin’? Guess’t might come in handy later, mebbe, but…tempted t’hunt’er down ‘n go after’er jes’ on bloody princ’ple.

Might be’at. Might even be Slaughterman. Might be alla th’bove. All’s I know izzat after th’mornin’ gath’rin’ (leaves shiny wit’ frost, drops’a frozen dew, last flower gone crystal wit’ ice…yeah, there’s some thin’s y’c’n only getting th’north) I couldn’t stand th’thought’a bein’ cooped uppin m’wagon workin’ for th’rest’a th’day. Figure’ll head inta town, mebbe swing by Tez’s place ‘n get ‘nother look attis truck, see if’n I c’n figure out where’m goin’ wrong wit’ th’damn heater (still gobblin’ fuel too damned fast t’be’ve any use; wish me’n Tess’d hadda chance t’really poke attit). Thinkin’ onnit, can’ ‘member th’last time I jes’ swung inta town. Mighta been th’time I met’at weird li’l blonde chick on th’bridge. Ages ago, dammit. Gonna hafta do better’n’at, I reckon, or’ll go crazy ‘fore winter ends.

But Tez ain’t ‘round, so th’truck’s out. Thought ‘bout goin’ by th’butcher shop, but dunno’t I should bother Simon while’e’s workin’. Tavern’s closed. Might go by th’café later, get some lunch ‘n some coffee, but ain’t puckish ‘nough ferrat yet. So I walk, take a look’t somma th’Christmas’n Solstice dec’rations people’re puttin’ up. No snow yet, but th’frost’s ling’rin’ on th’stonework an’ th’dead leaves in th’street. Pretty, innits way.

Find m’self whistlin’ azzi walk.

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[identity profile] hopeorfaith.livejournal.com
Wednesday, December 9th

Bloody miserable day. Bin a lot of 'em lately an' I'm sick of it. Not in a good mood t'day at all. Syl came past yesterday an' told us Miss Wanda's shacking up with the fuckin' devil. Cos Tez doing that wasn't enough fer 'im, apparently. Syl was pretty shook up about it and said we couldn't go stayin' with Wanda. Could've started a row over it, cos I mean, she lets Tez visit 'er an' until recently they were fuckin', but since I ain't go not desire to go pissin' about with the devil I didn't.

Anyway, if I'd started a row with Syl some other stuff might've come out, an' I know Hope don't want that. She's bin pretty quiet since it was spread round the Lot that Syl's bin seeing the Slaughterman. Pissed me off a bit an' all, but not the way it got to Hope. I know she don't think of Simon the way she thinks of Azrael, but still. I mean, I love that bloody angel but not 'alf as much as Hope does. Not 'alf. But Hope don't want Syl to know. Cos there ain't no good way t'say I'm in love wi' the angel as is in yer boyfriend, an' besides, it ain't like it'd do us much good. Think it's got t'Hope, though, cos - well, it's a reminder, ain't it, of what we're not going to 'ave.

Talkin' of which, Westin is bloody frustratin' me an' all. 'E's called on us pretty regular, an' 'e's always a right gentleman. Quite taken with 'im. We both are, really, though I reckon I like 'im a bit more. Certainly 'ave thought about fuckin' 'im, anyway. Last shag I 'ad was Halloween, an' while it's nice to think of that, it's also painful. So. Bin feelin' frustrated lately. Dunno what Westin wants with us. Time to time I think - I know - 'e's int'rested, but 'e always backs off. Dunno if 'e's one of those blokes as likes the idea of shaggin' a freak but can't quite get up the nerve t'actually go ahead with it. I dunno. It just feels like a lot in our lives is at a standstill an' I don't like it. Carnival ain't goin' anywhere, love life ain't goin' anywhere an' prob'ly never will, our friends keep turnin' out to be involved with things that're bad fer 'em - our Gen, Wanda, Daiyu's lookin' worse 'n worse these days fer all she says she's much 'appier since she dealt wi' Management - an' I keep thinkin' 'bout 'ow it'd just be easier if our Halloween deal'd bin more permanent. Reckoned I got over the wish t'be like other folk years back, but that party brought it back right strong. Sick o'people thinkin' they need t'look after us. Syl said she was goin' to ask Verdi at the Tavern if we could stay over. Didn't ask us if that was what we wanted. Not goin' to go live in the 'ouse of another of Excolo's fuckin' gods.

Day like t'day, feelin' like this, sick o'bein' on the Lot, so me an' Hope go over to the cafe. Can at least get a bit o'lunch.

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[identity profile] hopeorfaith.livejournal.com
Wednesday, December 9th

Bloody miserable day. Bin a lot of 'em lately an' I'm sick of it. Not in a good mood t'day at all. Syl came past yesterday an' told us Miss Wanda's shacking up with the fuckin' devil. Cos Tez doing that wasn't enough fer 'im, apparently. Syl was pretty shook up about it and said we couldn't go stayin' with Wanda. Could've started a row over it, cos I mean, she lets Tez visit 'er an' until recently they were fuckin', but since I ain't go not desire to go pissin' about with the devil I didn't.

Anyway, if I'd started a row with Syl some other stuff might've come out, an' I know Hope don't want that. She's bin pretty quiet since it was spread round the Lot that Syl's bin seeing the Slaughterman. Pissed me off a bit an' all, but not the way it got to Hope. I know she don't think of Simon the way she thinks of Azrael, but still. I mean, I love that bloody angel but not 'alf as much as Hope does. Not 'alf. But Hope don't want Syl to know. Cos there ain't no good way t'say I'm in love wi' the angel as is in yer boyfriend, an' besides, it ain't like it'd do us much good. Think it's got t'Hope, though, cos - well, it's a reminder, ain't it, of what we're not going to 'ave.

Talkin' of which, Westin is bloody frustratin' me an' all. 'E's called on us pretty regular, an' 'e's always a right gentleman. Quite taken with 'im. We both are, really, though I reckon I like 'im a bit more. Certainly 'ave thought about fuckin' 'im, anyway. Last shag I 'ad was Halloween, an' while it's nice to think of that, it's also painful. So. Bin feelin' frustrated lately. Dunno what Westin wants with us. Time to time I think - I know - 'e's int'rested, but 'e always backs off. Dunno if 'e's one of those blokes as likes the idea of shaggin' a freak but can't quite get up the nerve t'actually go ahead with it. I dunno. It just feels like a lot in our lives is at a standstill an' I don't like it. Carnival ain't goin' anywhere, love life ain't goin' anywhere an' prob'ly never will, our friends keep turnin' out to be involved with things that're bad fer 'em - our Gen, Wanda, Daiyu's lookin' worse 'n worse these days fer all she says she's much 'appier since she dealt wi' Management - an' I keep thinkin' 'bout 'ow it'd just be easier if our Halloween deal'd bin more permanent. Reckoned I got over the wish t'be like other folk years back, but that party brought it back right strong. Sick o'people thinkin' they need t'look after us. Syl said she was goin' to ask Verdi at the Tavern if we could stay over. Didn't ask us if that was what we wanted. Not goin' to go live in the 'ouse of another of Excolo's fuckin' gods.

Day like t'day, feelin' like this, sick o'bein' on the Lot, so me an' Hope go over to the cafe. Can at least get a bit o'lunch.

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