I flirt with suicide; Sometimes kill the pain

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Saturday, October 10th
Day 132
Night

After my talk with the Countess, I half considered not doing anything at all. Its not as if it fucking matters and it’s not as if she’s mine anyway. But my price was important and she may be a life sucking bitch, but she’ll make good on her end of the agreement. I do also wonder what D has been up to lately, besides fucking with Karina. Can’t wait to find out what she did to draw that fire though, should be good. Swear to fuck the Celt can’t find even one follower that can’t keep out of trouble. Another reason to check on D is her mention of Boku and Luke last time we spoke. I’ve held to my word and not pried into Luke’s affairs, much. Can’t help it if I happen to pass where he is every once in awhile just to make sure he’s well. So what if I took the long way through town so I would pass, no harm in that and it’s a small fucking town.

I have no bloody idea where the old girl hangs out and I’m not about to go ask the flaming fuck if his little friend can come out and play. So I go back to the last place I saw her, the park. Only go a bit farther in this time to a large clearing deep in the woods. She’s likely going to be in a foul mood over what I’m about to do, so no use taking the chance of her razing the whole fucking town from her tantrum.

Pulling out the knife I brought along, I bite the tip of my finger and using my blood I write the required name in Hebrew across the blade. Then using that same knife I draw two circles on the ground, one with symbols that will summon and draw her in and the other with symbols of protection she’ll respect and keep her from roasting my bloody arse. When the circles are cast, I draw the blade across my forearm letting my blood soak the ground in offering and sink the blade into the ground in the center of the circle. The summoning circle begins to heat and glow as I murmur her full name and step into the other circle and wait.

Can’t even stop the grin from forming when I think of how fucking torqued she’s going to be. Ah well, better than being bored.

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I flirt with suicide; Sometimes kill the pain

[ares-thracian.livejournal.com]

Saturday, October 10th
Day 132
Night

After my talk with the Countess, I half considered not doing anything at all. Its not as if it fucking matters and it’s not as if she’s mine anyway. But my price was important and she may be a life sucking bitch, but she’ll make good on her end of the agreement. I do also wonder what D has been up to lately, besides fucking with Karina. Can’t wait to find out what she did to draw that fire though, should be good. Swear to fuck the Celt can’t find even one follower that can’t keep out of trouble. Another reason to check on D is her mention of Boku and Luke last time we spoke. I’ve held to my word and not pried into Luke’s affairs, much. Can’t help it if I happen to pass where he is every once in awhile just to make sure he’s well. So what if I took the long way through town so I would pass, no harm in that and it’s a small fucking town.

I have no bloody idea where the old girl hangs out and I’m not about to go ask the flaming fuck if his little friend can come out and play. So I go back to the last place I saw her, the park. Only go a bit farther in this time to a large clearing deep in the woods. She’s likely going to be in a foul mood over what I’m about to do, so no use taking the chance of her razing the whole fucking town from her tantrum.

Pulling out the knife I brought along, I bite the tip of my finger and using my blood I write the required name in Hebrew across the blade. Then using that same knife I draw two circles on the ground, one with symbols that will summon and draw her in and the other with symbols of protection she’ll respect and keep her from roasting my bloody arse. When the circles are cast, I draw the blade across my forearm letting my blood soak the ground in offering and sink the blade into the ground in the center of the circle. The summoning circle begins to heat and glow as I murmur her full name and step into the other circle and wait.

Can’t even stop the grin from forming when I think of how fucking torqued she’s going to be. Ah well, better than being bored.

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