The years flow by like water, and one day men come home again. Part II

[al-shairan.livejournal.com]

From here. Iblis freed Micah!Tez from his bond to Management, and then gave him an unexpected gift.
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"You had a riding crop once. I remember."

I drop my head forward again, and I look at him through my lashes. I remember looking at him like before.

"I don't remember that. But I would like to, I think." I eat my pie, tart berry and sweet pastry. "Eat your pie," I say, smiling, "and then find somewhere you can remind me of lots of things like that."

[ac: sex, some blood, as you might expect. Schmoop warning! ;)]
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[tezcatl-ipoca.livejournal.com]

His happiness is dazzling. I breathe it in like air, fill myself with it as much as I can. That will hurt more later, but now I just try to mirror it back at him, show him how beautiful he is.

His teeth are a painful grind in my flesh as I push into him. I feel his pain as well as mine. I rest on him heavily, breathing hard, and he says: Oh, you taste of stars. So I show him stars, pulling them up from the dark inside me. I want to give him everything beautiful. I lift myself up enough to fumble a hand between us and try to stroke him. I'm clumsy. He feels so good.

[al-shairan.livejournal.com]

I'm laughing a little, breathless, because I feel so happy. He's dazzling me, star-bright. you're so beautiful, I think to him, and suck at his flesh. I cry out against it when he puts his hand round my prick. You make me happy. Is this love? I ask him, uncertain. I feel so much for him.

[tezcatl-ipoca.livejournal.com]

Is this love?

His uncertainty makes me fierce. I want to protect him, so I won't feel any pain, not now, not while he can see. Love, I echo back, ferocious joy, because it could be, couldn't it, just in this moment, just while he's like this. I want to say yes but i don't want to lie, I want to say love me but I told him me loving him would be enough.

So I just show him love in me, so he can see, so he can compare. Love, this is love, do you see, do you feel it. I've never hidden it from him and now I lay it as bare as I can. And at the same time I'm trying not to orgasm because it's too soon. Everything's confusing and overwhelming so it's easier to lay myself bare, down beyond the bone. Even the thing that came back out of the dark and took this body loves him in its way. Has been reshaped strangely by that love. I want to say his name but I don't want to call him back to himself. "Brant," I say instead. My voice is very thin. "Brant, Brant."