The way he looks at me. Please don't, Valmont. I think about getting up and leaving.

"Tez?"

I made him sound like that. I didn't ever want to hurt you, I promise. "Sort of?" I say, a bit helplessly. "I - have all of Tez's memories - my memories - so I suppose so. I didn't remember, though, I promise, Valmont, I didn't. Not that I was him." I wasn't lying about that, I wasn't. "She - Danika - reminded me. And then I didn't know how to tell you."

I can't stand it, so I put both my hands over my face, like a child. My head's hurting again, so much.